Hi guys so this is my first fanfiction on my new account, my name is Alice and I used to previously right under a different account, I have lots of ideas but I will be trying to work on my actual English writing skill which could be better. Anyway be enjoy this story and if possible leave a review. :) KaitxPlait

Have you heard?' A worried Robyn ran up to Zoe who was hiding in her office drinking tea.

"What?" Zoe asked instantly seeing the panic on Robyn's face.

"Sam, she was in an accident, car ran over her leg, she's having it amputated." Robyn told Zoe watching her bosses face change.

"Crap" Zoe said and then continued, "but she's Sam, Sam the ex army medic, Sam the sporty army girl."

"Exactly, apparently she nearly attacked the medic when they mentioned removing her leg. She gone into surgery, she's really upset." Robyn finished.

"Oh my god, ok, who told you this?" Zoe asked knowing that this happening to Sam of all people was very bad.

"Fletch, they phoned tom."

"Ok, does Connie know?" Zoe asked knowing they would be down on staff and that Sam would be too embarrassed to come back anytime soon.

"No, well I think fletch was going to tell her."

"Wait, which hospital is she at?" Zoe asked knowing that she definitely wasn't in holby.

"St. James's" Robyn confirmed Zoe's thoughts.

"Ok well she's got tom, just try it not spread this round the whole hospital.

Robyn nodded and walked out.

Zoe sat down on the chair and placed her head on the desk. This news hit her hard and she wanted to cry for sam knowing that sam probably would not want to talk to her again as she would probably not be able to face it.

She had been trying to get closer to sam but Sam was just a private person, it was just her personality. She looked through her dark office window and saw a patient being wheeled into resus, she knew she had to go help before Connie saw her hiding away and reported it to Guy. She reluctantly got out of her chair which she had completely sunk into. and entered the usual hectic resus.

Tom and Sam: after the surgery.

Sam slowly awoke letting the daylight reach her eyes. She instantly remembered and looked down for her leg. She saw nothing but a stump and let her body collapse into the pillow. She wanted to scream and shout. She was angry with the car driver, angry with the surgeon. She knew she faced embarrassment, how would she tell her friends. The tears rolled into the pillow and thoughts rushed through her head.

"It's gonna be ok you know" she heard a familiar voice say. Sam looked up to see Tom clearly he had been crying but he was trying to hide it.

"After a recovery you can have a fake leg no one will be able to tell, you can even get back running." He said softly, stroking her golden hair.

"Tom, you have to go, you can't date an ugly one legged freak like me, your good looking you could find much much better" Sam told her boyfriend the tears rolling.

"Sam, just because you are missing a leg doesn't make you less beautiful, your face is still perfect and you will always be the sam I fell in love with a year ago" Tom said honestly, it broke his heart to see Sam thinking like this.

"No Tom I can't, I should just move out of town start a new life, I'm too much of an embarrassment to everyone, please go, I can't face anyone." Sam continued not even making eye contact.

"Sam.." Tom butted in but was infuriated by Sam.

"Why didn't the car just kill me instead then you could find someone else and everyone would just forget about me."

"Sam, I love you ok, nothing's gonna ever change that"

"ok" Sam muttered through tears knowing that he truly did meet it.

sorry it's short hopefully more soon xx