HI ,, I'm so sorry for those who are reading 'behind that mask' for the delay! Ok I've had this feeling of huge ideas popping in my mind and they won't leave me alone! So I've decided to write this story and go on with the other too :D

Disclaimer : I OWN NARUTO the next manga episodes they're gonna fight ninja bunnies!

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It was just a dream =.='

Chapter one

My name is Deidara iwa , I'm the most popular guy in my school , I have many best friends and the best parents in the whole world. right?Wrong. Here let me start again. My name is Deidara Iwa , I'm 15 years old. I'm hated by almost everyone at my school, I have no friends and people mistake me for a girl. I have long blond hair and blue eyes.

- Day start-

I sit up in bed and immediately regret it. 'Father was angry last night, he was, furious.' I got up trying to ignore the pain in my back. I went to the bathroom and quickly washed my body. I didn't dare look at myself in the mirror. I put on a hoodie and baggy jeans. I tied my hair up and left quickly before any of my parents wake up. The walk from my house to school took about 30 minutes. When I got there and finally reached the gates, I see friends and couples walking by. It's not what bothers me, but what does is when I walk down the hall and hear two friends laughing and mocking you when you haven't even spoken to them in your whole life! "Haven't you thought about cutting your hair?" the first one said. "Oh no Kimari his boyfriend wouldn't like it!" after they said that they laughed really hard. I smiled. Not because I was happy. It was because if I didn't smile I would break down crying. "Are you nuts or an idiot!" The one with the name Kimari said. "Yeah I mean who the hell would smile when others mock him" They burst into laughing as I left. "Going to your boyfriend for comfort?" he heard one of them say. I went to the bathroom and locked myself in one o f the toilet things. (A/n: I dunno what it's called) I cried. It was pretty normal. The bell rang I got out of the bathroom and went to class. I sit next to one of the people that you can call friends and enjoy it while it lasted, because when the bell rings he would go to his best friend and laugh and talk with him. They ask me to join them and I do. But when I walk with them and they keep talking and laughing forgetting I even exist, it makes me feel horrible. "Hey Deidara can you leave me and Serj alone for abit?" I smile. "Yeah sure un." And that's when I take off. It's alright I don't hate them at least they let me walk with them without mocking me and laughing at me. Then I go home. My father is very strict on time. "Deidara why were you late?" He said. I lowered my head. "I'm sorry father." The next thing I noticed was the blow that hit my cheek. I felt tears trickle down my face , but since he was still in front of me I didn't dare move. "Listen to me and listen well, If you are late one more time You won't be walking for a week, understood?" His voice told me he wasn't kidding. "Yes father." I waited till he left and ran upstairs to my "room". Heh. That's how it always is. My parents have always wanted a girl, So I tried to make them happy and let my hair grow long, but that made them think I was gay and started treating me worse than they would treat shit. When they got a girl It made me feel even more worthless. It made me feel like dirt. She got everything she wanted just by asking and if I go asking for anything he snaps at me and tells me that I've got everything and gives me a lecture on how I should be great full that he's letting me live with him. But I don't hate her. It's not her fault. She hasn't seen the strict side of my father. She really loves him. Unlike me she is almost friends with all her school. I don't hate her , she's only 10 after all. I hear a knock on my door and then it opens. "Hey dei-chan." It was my sister Ino. She came in and started messing around with my things. I tried to control my temper but I've been under a lot of stress lately. "- don't you think Dei-Chan?" She hit me on the head for not answering her. " Go play with your dolls and leave me the f-alone!" She starts giving me a lecture on how I'm her older brother and shouldn't talk to her that way. Like every time father hears her shouting and comes to the room. "Ino go to your room." He says. "yes father." She left. "How many times do I have to tell you. Never talk to your sister like that?" I flinched at the tone of his voice. He kicked in my ribs. I shut my eyes If let out any sounds it won't be good at all. "haven't you got respect for anyone?" HE hits me in the ribs again. "Look you I have no use of you at all. If anything happens between you and your sister out you go!" He said. I was trembling. I know he wasn't joking at all. "Yes father." He chuckled and left the room. I then went to the bathroom and cried my eyes out. I took out a knife from my pocket and pressed it against my flesh. I watched blood trickle down my wrist. I would soon fall unconscious. It's ok My father won't see me. He got me my own bathroom since he doesn't like sharing one with me. I cut one more time and everything went blank.

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Wew. Yea angst once again. That's how m stories go. The other chapter of behind that mask is coming out this week. :D

Ok bye wait I need to reach a thousand and hundred word hey! Theyre a hundred and four now.!

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