A/N:
Based on episode 5x3 when Killian told Emma, "I loved you." It literally broke my heart, so I decided to write how it felt in Emma's point of view./p
Disclaimer: I do not own Once Upon a Time or any of the characters in it
Broken Love
"I loved you." He had said.
And for a second there she felt it. She felt her old self come back into her body. But it wasn't the same, strong Emma.
You would think that she would have the urge to run to her family and tell them that she made it, that she fought against the darkness even if it took over her completely. But she only wanted to curl up into a ball and cry.
"I loved you."
Loved. Those three words felt like a slap on the face. She had lost the love of the man she loved with all her heart. He was her rock, and she needed him the most. But she lost him. Because she messes up every damn thing.
Again, she was alone. And she was angry at herself. Hell, she wasn't even herself anymore. Although the old Emma had come back, she felt different. The old Emma had love, but now she had lost it.
It felt like her heart has been literally pulled out of her body when he said it. Those were the three words she feared the most. She was lonely for all her life and everyone had always left her. No one just settled for just her.
And God, she wanted so badly to just feel it. She wanted to be back in Killian's arms and tell her that she needed him. She wanted to chase him and say she's back to her old self. She wanted him to say that he did love her and she wanted to feel the words sink in.
But she didn't do any of that. She just stood there.
Because it had all only happened in a second.
If you guys are confused by the last part of the story, it means that the old Emma had only resurfaced in a second and all of the feelings rushed through her. But soon after, she had gone back to the Dark One. Please send in a review! At 2-3 reviews, I will be posting a new CaptainSwan angst one shot as another chapter. Thank you!