Summary: Draco wondering what went wrong with his life. Song-fic!
Draco's point of view obviously
Disclaimer: The characters are J.K. Rowling. The song is owned by Simple Plan and there producers.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
I groan, opening my eyes. I see the white light and it blinds me. I can't remember why I'm laying here tonight. I can't remember how my life came to this. Was it the pressure? Was is the despreate need to protect my mother? Was it the need to show my father that I can be the son he so badly wanted?
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I can't stand the pain. I can't make it go away either. For some reason though, I don't really want it to. The pain lets me know I'm still alive. Still alive and fighting. At this point though, that doesn't really help me that much.
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
Everyone is screaming all around me. I laid there bloody and broken, and I tried to make a sound, but no one heard. Prehaps they did hear, they just choose to ignore me. I did betray them afterall. I'm just seventeen, aren't I allowed to make mistakes? I'm hanging by the barest of thread's and I'm about to slip over the edge. I close my eyes and breathe deeply, holding onto a time when nothing mattered. I was just young and careless, and the worst thing I could do is track mud into the house. I know I'm never going to get back those times back, I can't erase the things that I've done.
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made mistakes, and now there is no where I could run to esacape. The night goes on, and I just lay here fading away. I don't care at this point, I'm sick of this life. I want to scream. I can't though, I made my mistakes, and know I must pay for them. I must pay for mine, and my father's.
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I clinch my teeth and stand back up. Just because I made mistakes, doesn't mean that I can't do something to make up for them. I'm a Malfoy, and we don't sit here and whine about our lifes. We do something about it. I'm sick of this life, but I'm going to do something to make it better.
AN: Yeah I know the grammar/spelling is horrid. Review or PM me and I will fix the mistakes. Or review for the hell of it. I don't really care xD. The song is called 'Untitled' You can have a cookie if you can guess the meaning the writers actually wrote it for.