Hey guys! haven't written in ages lol. Anyways this just came to me so i thought i'd write it down. Anyway please enjoy...though it's sad.

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… A Dying Love …

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I won't stop loving, even when you're not with me. When I need you the most and you're off with her, remember that I still love you. I see the hate you hold for me in your eyes, not trying to hide it, not trying to change it…you're still my moon where she is your sun.

I miss you so much when you're not around. You left me alone and still my love remains. You took my heart and crushed it and I still wait here waiting for you to give your heart to me. I know it won't happen, but hope is the only thing keeping me together.

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"Worthless wench! Can't you do anything right"

It always was a statement, statements full of insults…never a question. You mocked, hurt, crushed me and yet I forgave you thinking you'll change. I was naïve. You will never change. No you wont…not for me at least. But my love for you will remain.

Your words cut me into pieces and put me in a state where it was unbearable. I suffered but I still love you, even when you walked out on me after accusing and slashing out on me.

My love runs deep, everlasting…where did yours go…

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"Look at you! I can't stand being with you for five minutes in a room"

When we slept, you kicked me out to sleep on the couch. I didn't fight back, knowing it I will end up hurt. But as you sleep I sneak in and look at you. So peaceful and beautiful.

Though it's okay now; I gave up a long time ago. Gave up trying to make you love me again. Gave up fighting. Gave up on life…

Which brings me to my current state; I hold a knife against my wrist. Lying down on the bed I stare at the ceiling. Thinking, thinking, thinking.

What are you doing now? Are you with her? Are you alone? Do you ever think of me?

And then I run the knife slowly, digging deep into my skin as it meets my vein and cuts through it. I feel no pain because in my eyes I see you only.

I'm blindly in love, a one way love.

I love you even while I die.

My body dies but my love lives- a Dying love.

"I hate you" I said with my last breath but my heart screams out "I love you Sesshomaru" in its last beat.

So that's it. what ya think?!

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