Kupo: Well, this is my first Fanfic, which ironically was inspired by a story I was going to write. Haha, but I turned it into an AkuRoku for everyone. :D

Disclaimer: I do not in any way/shape/form own Kingdom Hearts. This story is not intended to be sold and is for entertainment purposes only.

And Here we go!!

You know, you'd think that falling in love was 'easy', right? You wouldn't think that it would be difficult to fall in love. And yet, here I am, in college with a roommate who (I have to admit) is pretty awesome. But, well, falling in love isn't easy. Especially when the only person who knows your secret is your annoying twin brother Sora. Sora with his brown spiked hair and cute blue eyes; everyone looks up to him, not me. I'm always the person who is second best, the one that no one notices, and the one that everyone ignores.

Well, Sora has everything I want. He has a boyfriend (who is pretty damn gorgeous) named Riku. He has a damn good job. He works at the hospital and gets $13.80 an hour, and on top of that he has a nice house on Sunset Hill. Well, tonight everyone is going to pay attention to me. They never pay attention to me; it was ALWAYS about Sora.

Sora this, Sora that. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being compared to Sora when I'm nothing like him. Even if we are twins; they don't even care about me. They always ask Sora how HE'S doing, and say how HE'S the better son.

Haha, it's ironic how they always ask how I'm doing. I always answer with an "Oh, I'm good." and they'll leave it at that. We'll see how wrong they are. The knife is on the counter. Gleaming, shining, begging for me to grab its handle and use its thin blade on myself. I pick it up and stare into it.

You know, it is a rather nice blade. I run it across my wrists slowly, seeing as the bubble of blood pops up and just falls down. I have made my mark. The release feels so sweet. It's reminding me of the pain I feel. Now, I cut deeper, and slower. The blood is flowing out like a river. My head feels light. The room spins out of control as my head hits to tiles.

It's everywhere. Sweet, sweet blood around me like Death about to grab me and take me to the other side. Oh shit, was that the door opening? Who's screaming?

Axel...?

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Well, there's my short first chappie. I think the next one SHOULD be longer. I'll be bringing in the family AND Axel. :D Hopefully I'll be able to elaborate more on Roxy's predicament, eh?

REVIEW PLEASE! I lovesjoo. :DDD