Dark Side of the Moon
By AkasunaSora
Summary: 10 years after Breaking Dawn, Leah Clearwater has suffered from the many painful events from her break up with Sam for over 10 years now but when she meets a mysterious boy called Christopher McHale she finally feels like she can move on. Although Chris seems to be perfect and save Leah from depression he hides a secret a secret that will put the Cullen's and the Shape Shifters in grave danger and ruin the happiest day of Jacob's life and will result in a fight to the Death with the Volturi.
Preface
Jacob Black
I sprinted through the forest as fast as I could, afraid I wouldn't get there fast enough. She knew I was coming but she was too wrapped up in other thoughts for her to realize it. Like it or not Leah was apart of my pack and apart of my pack meant apart of my family, even though I never intended for it to become a pack.
Her miserable thoughts had tainted mine so this stupid werewolf thing was forcing me to find her. As the sharp stones and twigs cut the bottom of my paws, I broke through the trees to find Leah in her wolf form sitting on a small summit. Her gray fur was soaked in the light of the full moon as she sat there motionlessly; her actions did not display her thoughts at all.
You didn't have to follow me she snapped
For all I knew you could have thrown yourself off a cliff I grumbled sitting beside her.
Like that would have done much good she sighed the sourness in her voice had died down. If she was too upset to be mean then something really serious was upsetting her. I knew what it was.
Listen I said more calmly I know it's been hard for you with Sam and Emily getting married and Seth getting imprinted on Phoebe but- I couldn't finish my sentence
My little brother She snarled again gets imprinted before I do, Emily and Sam, I am never going to find my one true love! She glowered.
I didn't blame her for being upset, I actually did know what she was talking about. Before I had found Renesmee I was no different to her, the inability to stop loving someone I knew I could never have was torture and yet the very idea of that person was the only thing that would keep you from giving up completely.
Although my days without Renesmee where now a distant blur Leah's depressed thoughts brought me back to the days when I would run aimlessly through the forest trying to leave all my painful human emotions behind me and live purely on instinct.
We sat there in silence hypnotized by the dazzling moon that hovered over the waters of First beach.
Jacob, tell me what it's like she whispered finally breaking the silence.
I didn't need an explanation to know what she meant
It is like nothing you will ever experience, as if nothing but that person is connecting you to this earth, nothing but them really matters anymore and you look at them like a blind man seeing the sun for the first time I stopped as a reoccurring thought entered my mind for the millionth time today.
Leah whimpered I don't want to know that! She lay down and put the paws over her ears
Sorry I said gazing at the moon just something on my mind
Well keep it out of mine! She hissed
We sat in silence again. Her mind began to wander back to thoughts of Sam, forgetting that I was even there. After a long moment someone interrupted the horrible flashback. Thank goodness.
Leah where are you? Seth's calm and happy thoughts are what I really needed right now, no matter how upset things where he always remained happy moms really worried, come home its been three days.
My eyes narrowed three days?
Oh hi Jacob! Seth chimed I haven't seen you in a while, where have you been lately? I have only heard your thoughts-
I rolled my eyes Shut up Seth
Shutting up now he cheered happily
Leah ignored me and Seth, stood up stretching her long legs and dashing into the forest. I heard her paws thud gently against the forest floor. I could see through her eyes, she was headed home but not for long.
I let out a heavy sigh then picked myself off the ground. By this time of night Renesmee would be worried and I hated to see her the slightest bit upset, she hated me leaving her almost as much as I hated her leaving me. But none the less she was still a Cullen and the treaty stood firm. So I bounded into the forest with more speed than before.
