Hey, there! Okay, Disclaimer first: I don't own any characters, plot, or anything else from Naruto!
This is just what I think could be going though Sasuke's mind. He's talking about Sakura, btw. It starts off when he's first been given the cursed seal and Sakura hugs him and goes on from there. I'll let you guess where the other parts are! It also goes on past where the manga is right now, to him coming back into the village. Every time I put this: * up it means there's a time skip! Alright, I'm done now! Enjoy and review please! :)
When you say my name.
That's when I know that you see more than I want you to. And when you touch me, when you hold me, I can't move. I try hard to break away, but you stop me completely. How can someone so small do that to me?
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There is so much that you don't understand. You can't understand me. I've seen worse things in one night than you will see in your entire life. You don't know pain, or loss, or betrayal. You don't know what I've been through so you can't understand what must be done. You can't know darkness like I do. Don't come near me anymore. Don't try to understand, because I'll never let you.
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Why can't you take a hint? I hate it when you're around me. I don't want to see you anymore. You're so stupid, and weak. Who are you kidding? Never think you can match me in strength. I don't care about you anymore, I won't hold back this time. You can't look at me with hate and affect me. I don't care anymore.
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I know I hurt you. I would say I'm sorry, but would it make a difference? What did I do wrong, anyway? You came at me. I needed to get you out of the way. I didn't do anything wrong. I never make mistakes. Everything I do, I do with a reason.
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Why are you here? You're still injured, still as weak as ever. I hate it that you're next to me. Your eyes are horrible to look into.
Don't say my name. Don't touch me. I don't want to feel what I did before. I don't want that anymore. I hate it that you still affect me.
I hate you.
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What were you doing?
You're not strong. Why did you do that? Why do you go when someone needs you? Why do you fight when you can't win, just because you feel you need to? You're so stupid. Why do you do these things to me? Don't wake up yet, I want to be able to look at you for a little while. I see now, I did something to you. Something bad. Something unforgivable.
I'll make everything up to you if you just wake up. Please, when you wake up say my name. Look into my eyes. Hold me. Capture me. Don't let me leave again. I need you to keep me sane. I'll tell you I'm sorry every day. I'll tell you I love you every moment, any time you want me to. I'll never let you go, I'll never let you hurt for any reason. Just wake up, because I need to hear you say it.
I need to hear you say my name.