He left. My Edward left me and there was no way to stop the bleeding. I held the handkerchief to my arm to clot the blood but it didn't make a difference. I have no control over my life anymore. I always wondered what it was like to feel my life blood drain and now I know. I yet again picked up the piece of glass and stared at my reflection. Just as this glass, I am shattered. Nothing left but a shred of human being and I wonder if I would bleed like this if he would just have changed me like I asked. Fuck him. I wanted so badly to be one with him forever but now I know the truth. He can't stand being with me for even a few months how in the world could he bear to be with me for eternity. I pressed the shard against my left wrist, slicing deeply. The pain was bearable. There was no comparison to the pain I feel in my chest constantly nagging me and reminding me that he didn't love me. With that thought I cut the vein in the back of my knee. I was starting to see a dark edge along my vision. I am dying. There was no regret with anything I've ever done. I watched my eighteen years of life fly past me.
"Bella baby, can you hear me? Please don't go!" Charlies voice pleading with me to stay but I just can't. Then, the edge surrounded me.