Dear Diary,

It's so cold. I am so alone. She came back I am forgotten. No not forgotten Replaced. I am not needed. I am not cared about. Everyone left me for HER. My friends or so called family. Even my spirits. I am not meant to be loved only to be alone.

It's cold and lonely not having my space heater around. Everything feels numb. I could walk through hell and freeze. My emotions have shut down. I haven't talked to anyone in 6 months. They ignore me.

I've thought about death. There are an infinite number of situations and outcomes. I planned on one. And today I put it through the test. I am going to 'fall' off a cliff. If they come to stop me than I will stop. If they don't I will die cold and alone. I will die ignored and I will die hating them.

I've tried to be nice brush it off. But 6 months of it. It's not hard to say hi. I mean they act like they don't know me. They look at me and turn away. I HATE it. So I will end it My life is pointless so why not. I have nothing. They were my family. I trusted them and they let me down.

This might be the last time I wright in here. This could be the last document of poor little lonely Lucy. I leave my hopes dreams blood confessions and problems to the only place I have left.

~Lucy H.

I stare at my last diary entry. Yes my last. Today I am going to commit suicide. I am going to jump off a cliff at the beach and drown in the ocean. But no one will notice. How do I know? No one ever notices me anymore. Next all I have to do is write a letter.

Let's begin.

Dear Fairy Tail,

I'm going to make this quick because I know you don't care. I am going to kill myself. I will jump off a cliff at the beach and drown in the ocean. I am leaving this note behind so you know what you did.

I blame you guys because you left me alone. Ever since lisanna came back you ignored me. You were my only family left and you betrayed me. I only have one question. Why? What did I do wrong?

I guess it doesn't matter. I'll be sleeping with the fishes. If you care enough to stop it meet me at the top of the cliff to stop me. Be there by noon or you will never see this blond again.

With all the hate in the world

~Lucy Heartfilia

I change into a white dress that stops mid-thigh and pull my blond hair into a high pony tail that ends at my shoulders. I tie a long white ribbon around the base of the pony tail. Then I walk to the bathroom the cold white tiles not affecting me. I grab my makeup box and apply a gold eye shadow and red lip gloss.

One last check in the mirror. The dress falls about to my mid-thigh and the gold embroidery has a swirl pattern that emphases my curves. If I'm going to die I at least want to die pretty. I grab my white over coat and walk to the guild. I leave bare foot because I want to look like an angel.

On my way to the guild I get a lot of whistles and dog barks. I enter the guild. No reaction at all. I walk up to the counter and place the letter. Then I turn around and walk out.

I take a detour to the cliff. My last look of the world. I walk on the sandy beach all the way to the cliffs. The grainy substance squishing up against my feet and leaving perfect foot prints in the sand. I stop and look out into the ocean. It would be the perfect picture.

I continue my walk up the slope of the beach until I reach the base of the cliff. I begin my trek up the side. My feet sting when I step on the occasional twig or litter. No sign of anyone. I guess today really is my last day. The wind blows and my dress is swept to the side. If someone were to see this I guess they really would think I was an angel.

The Guild P.O.V

It was another normal day at fairy tail. Natsu and grey were fighting. Erza was eating her strawberry cake. Levy was reading a book, and Cana was drinking. Mira was cleaning glasses and chatting with her sister Lisanna while their brother was talking to some other members about being a man. Yup just another normal day.

That is until Mira found the letter on the counter form a certain busty blond mage. She opened the letter and read it and gasped. Tears pricking the ends of her eyes. Lisanna asked what's wrong and Mira told her. Lisanna then told the guild and everyone went silent.

The master ordered Natsu to lead the guild to her and he did what he was told. It was five minutes till the time on the note. They were in a race against time.

Lucy P.O.V.

I looked over the edge of the cliff. The water slapped against the sharp rocks and then it was sucked back up into the black water. I turned around and got as close to the edge as I could. Readying myself for the fall. Just as I was about to fall back I heard lots of voices scream my name. I close my eyes convincing myself it was only the wind.

When I reopen my eyes I see the guild running up the hill. Too bad I already made up my mind. I look up at them and smile. Then I start to lean back. When I'm almost off a warm hand grabs mine. I open my and stare into the Onex eyes of my only love. Natsu Dragoneel.

"Why Lucy?"

"Because I was replaced. I'm not needed any more. One more thing. I Love you." I whisper the last part so only he can hear. Then I let go my small hand slipping through his. My body falls down and for a second I feel wait less like I'm flying. Then I felt the ice cold water. Then I feel nothing. I float to the bottom of the ocean. Poor little forgotten Lucy. Is gone forever.