Questions. Just Those. And My Heart Spilled All Over Unlined Paper.
Enjoy.
Do you remember that time we talked and I asked you if I were a freak? Do you remember that day? That one moment when you told me that I weren't? I don't know if you do but I surely do.
And that one time that I said something akward and you just stared at me? Upon seeing that I asked you if you thought weird of me? Do you remember that once again you told me that I was the most normal person in your life? I don't know if you do but I certainly do.
Oh, one last question. We're all those memories lies? Because the last time I spoke to you, you yelled at me and cussed me out. You called me a freak. You called me crazy. Not healthy by mind. You wanted nothing to do with me, I wasn't normal. I cried and ran.
I bet you remember that. And I bet that it will be engraved into your memory forever. I'm sorry for that. People like me don't deserve a place in your mind. We will only take space that doesn't belong to us, but to a more important memory.
Haha, funny thing to say actually. Because.. I don't remember why. I'll just leave that a blank space, to fill in by the one who this letter is to.
By the time you'll find this the dust bunnies have corrupted it and the ink has probably faded a bit, but that doesn't matter. I just want someone to read this and show it to you.
Because this is my suicide note, I have drowned myself on the night of 9 September 2008. Keep that day in mind eh, All mighty tallest? From the cute shortness that is me.
I Love You.
Music:
Seether ft. Amy Lee from Evanescene - Broken
Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Drowning
Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Sink and Die
Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Empty Glasses
Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Blood Runs Forever
How emo. urghURGHlksdnjnksn.
This was inspired by a convorsation that I just had with River and this picture drawn by the wonderful illbewaiting dA:
Someday you'll be loved
I know that this is Tres Emotional. Bitch and you may die in a small dark pit that bares man-eating dirt.
By the way, The one telling you this is Roxas. All mighty Tallest is Axel. Because my mind runs on fucking Kingdom Hearts.
And no, I'm not planning on killing myself. I've got no life but that doesn't mean I should stop acting like I've got one. ¬¬