Doubts
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By: Gia-XY
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Rating: T
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Genre: General
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Summary:
Edo thought about Sakaki Yuushou and the torn Smile World card in his possession.
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Disclaimer:
Yu-Gi-Oh! ARC-V © Takahashi Kazuki & Naohito Miyoshi
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Warning(s):
Fanon, maybe OOC, a little shounen-ai hint, vocabulary crisis, grammar mistakes, Author has a bad English, maybe some typo(s), DLDR, etc.
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Edo couldn't stay calm if it's come to Yuushou. Everything were seemed like talking about Yuushou. Entermate, Entertariment Dueling, The Tomato-haired Boy he met some hours ago. Oh, and of course, he musn't forget about …
… the torn Smile World part that he possessed ….
He couldn't make that man come out from his head. Never, since their first meet and since Yuushou made him doubted what he—The Academia, The Professor—believed.
Duel is a power to fight, wasn't it? Since he came to Academia, that's what he have been taught about. That's what he believed. He never doubted it since then … until he met Sakaki Yuushou ….
Edo sighed as he sat on his chair. Then, he looked into the ripped card in his hand.
The torn Smile World. Why did he still have it? It's not his. It's belong to the man who ran away from him and went againts Academia's ideals. It's better to throw away that card somewhere than keep it.
But, somehow …, Edo just couldn't do it …. He couldn't. He tried to do it back then, but he felt uncomfortable after he left that card. So, he took it again and brought it everywhere. When he worked, when he's on break, when he slept, and … when he searched for Sakaki Yuushou ….
Oh, right, he remembered.
When that torn card was in his possession, he felt like … Yuushou would come to him one day and try to take that card from him …. Yeah, right …. He felt like he could find Yuushou if he brought that card around.
No, no, not only like that. He … he felt like … Yuushou himself was with him if he possessed that torn card—the torn Smile World ….
Edo groaned. Why did he become like this? He's not the type of person who care about anyone else—in positive way or even the negative way. He always treat everyone the same. If someone had the same visions as him, he would try to work with them. If someone opposed his—The Academia's—views, he would eliminate them. If someone was too powerless to fight him …, he wouldn't try to glance at them ….
So, what's wrong with himself? If he wanted to eliminate Sakaki Yuushou, he didn't really need to be this obsessed with Yuushou's torn card, right?
If he kept acting like this, it would like he believed Yuushou's way of duel … that duel was done to bring smile …. It would like … he …
… obsessed with Sakaki Yuushou himself ….
Suddenly, Edo blinked, then looked around his table. There's some familiar sounds that always appear to remind him about his schedule. Then, he found his alarm ringing, indirectly told him that it's time to work.
Right …. He needed to work ….
He must fulfill Professor's expectations. It's not time to think something unimportant. What important to him that time was to do his work as commander-in-chief and do what Professor told him.
The Duel Academia—The Professor—was the most important, he musn't forget that.
Something unimportant like fun duel, smile, and Sakaki Yuushou could be taken care of later, … right …?
… Are they really unimportant …?
And then, Edo hesistated again ….
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A/N:
I don't know what to say ….