DISCLAIMER: I dint own inuyasha.

Ok, this is a short fanfic that I wanted to make, I was going to put this in my other fanfic but I thought it wont fit in the story.

Its always like this, I always stay with him even do he doesn't feel the same way, but this time its different I wont let my emotions get in the way.

I stared at my reflection in the mirror of our room, I had I big bruise on the left side of my face, this was nothing, I've had much worst injuries in the past, this time it was just a slap. Tahakashi Sesshomaru, he best business man in the whole area ,or most known as my fiancé. I still don't understand why did he chose me, of all females me, a weak human as he always say.

"there" I mumble as I finish putting makeup , it looked like I didn't have a bruise in the first place, I crabbed my suitcase and headed to his office, it was like the last time I wanted to leave him but this time I wont let his words and my love for him will stop me for leaving…

As I walked to his office, I notice that his secretary wasn't there, I stopped at his door having second thoughts, do I really want to do this, leave, 'maybe I should just talk to him' I thought as I opened the door, I froze as I saw him having sex with his secretary.

" Fuck this!" I said as I slammed his door as I walked away, I knew that he will came and get me, I got into the elevator and pressed the bottom for the first floor , the doors started closed but was stopped by a hand, I knew it was him and I was right, as he got in I could feel his anger even do he never shows it.

"you are not leaven" was the first thing that he said, I just stared at him with tears in my eyes.

"why? Sesshomaru tell me why!" I whispered, the elevator stopped, I looked at him to see that he pressed the stop bottom, I was trapped with him, no way out.

"because you a mine, my mate!" he growled, his eyes turned red and his irises blue, I knew that he was be on mad but I couldn't let that stop me.

"so? You don't want me as if I was! You can go have sex with all the woman you want but I cant have I friend that is a male!" I yelled at him, he gave me a low growl and he pinned me to the wall, and snarl in my face.

"leave me, please" I whimpered.

"no" he said before he kissed me hard, I struggled out of his hold and pushed him away. The elevator started moving, I just stepped out of it and walked out, I turned back to him and handed my engagement ring.

"good bye, Sesshomaru" I whispered to him and walked away, as I got to my car and droved away I started to remember how the things were before, before all of this….

(one memory)

"sessh what are you taking me" I said as he keep me from taking off the blindfold, "you'll see" was the only thing he said, after a few moments he putted me down and took the blindfold off, as I opened my eyes I saw a feel of flowers, lots and lots of flowers, I looked at and smiled.

"thank you" I said, as he rapped his arms around me…

(another)

"Sesshomaru.." I moaned, as the trusted again into me, in response he gave me a low growl as he nipped my neck, I knew that he was holding back for my safety but…

"sessh don't hold it back, I want all of you" as soon as I said that he flipped me over to my hands and knees and plugged deep into me.

"Ahhh Sessh!" I moaned load…

I wiped the tears of my eyes, why? Why did you change Sesshomaru? , it was already knight so I stopped at the first hotel I got to as I got into my room I heard my phone ring I looked at it and saw it was his number.

"yeah?" I asked to him.

"rin look I'm sorry, please I want you back" it was so unusual to hear me apology , but this time it wasn't enough.

"Sesshomaru I love you" I started to say.

"I love you too" he said.

"but I cant be with you anymore, I cant let my baby be in an environment of anger and sadness" I told him as I putted a hand over my stomach.

"you're with my pup?" he asked.

"yeah, good bye" I hung up on him ,I rubbed my stomach and felt a movement, 'my baby' I thought , he will come for me I knew it, this time he will not leave me alone, other than me being his mate I'm pregnant with his first born but I wont let him find me.

"a sorry isn't enough this time" I whispered.

Sooooo what do you think, the grammar is bad , but other than that is it okay? . I'm I little sick so I made this fanfic because if boredom. Oh and sorry for my lame attempt for a little lemon.

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