Hello!
Here's a little one-shot for you guys!
I listened to "Creep" by Damien Rice while writing this, so you should listen to it while reading this :)!
Unfortunately I had to remove the lyrics! I hope you'll enjoy it anyway!
Pairing:
Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia nor the Characters. They all belong to their rightfull owner himaruya hidekaz.
Creep
I didn't mean to run.
I panicked.
The smile was blinding.
Happy and cheerful, unlike me.
I have always found him beautiful.
Maybe because he was so different from me?
Dark brown hair, tanned skin, brilliant green eyes.
And that smile.
God damn, that smile.
He has always been perfect.
As soon as I entered the room, green eyes lit up with an emotion I didn't dare to name.
Long legs made their way towards me.
Tanned arms hugged me tightly, afraid of what might happen if he let go.
His beautiful, tanned face was hidden behind dark bangs.
The usual cheerful expression gone.
What should I do?
Should I separate us?
Hug him?
I hated it.
I hated seeing him so hurt.
It was my fault.
It was all my fault.
But.
He deserves better.
He deserves someone like him.
Someone like...Feliciano.
He deserves someone better than me.
I was no good.
Nor will I ever be.
It hurt.
But I had to do this, right?
He deserved someone better, someone better than me.
I'm not like my brother.
I will never be.
I ran to see a reaction.
I couldn't take this.
It wasn't right.
It wasn't good.
It was just gonna hurt.
I don't belong here.
Why did I return?
It's not good.
He deserves someone better.
Someone who isn't me.
I had to run.
Again.
I'm no good.
He'll just get hurt.
And me, too.
You are too special
Forget me.
It's not that hard, right?
But you won't.
I know you won't.
I know you believe the words you told me.
No matter how much I think you are wrong.
You do think, you love me, right?
I can see it in your eyes.
So I will try.
I'm a creep.
I don't belong here at all.
Hopefully one day, you will see that I'm nothing special.
A/N: I'm sorry. I know a few of you are waitingd for an update for my GerIta story.
My beta is already at work and it'll be up soon. Again, I'm sorry that it takes so long, my exams are near but the story is NOT discontinued if some of you were worried.
So have this Spamano one-shot!
I hope you enjoy it! Reviews are appreciated! Let me know if you'd like something like this again, so I might write more Spamano.