A/N I've been finding these amazing quotes that really speak to me, and make me think of the things Alicia would be feeling right now through her grieving process. I couldn't figure out how to use them so I decided on doing a diary of sorts, just Alicia speaking in relation to the chosen quote. I don't know how many I'll do but I feel like as long as I have quotes and can put thoughts to them I'll keep going. Thanks for reading and review if you like.
Day One:
"Losing him was blue
Like I'd never known
Missing him was
dark grey all alone
Forgetting was
like trying to know
somebody you've never met
But loving him was
RED"
Taylor Swift Red
When I think about those months three years ago my heart sinks. Losing him turned my life dark there was no color left. There was only blue. The memories are bright like the color red. I'm hoping this gets easier, It did when my dad passed away. I am trying so hard to forget so that I can move on but I feel so stuck. I miss when there was color in the world, now I see the world in grey, dark deep unrelenting grey.