First
Sherlock looked into John's eyes. He felt so still. Usually his mind buzzed with information, thoughts, everything. He couldn't remember ever feeling so calm. Sherlock raised his hand, slowly and placed it on John's heart. He could feel it beating, beating, beating. John's heartbeat was increasing and Sherlock smiled. Keeping one hand on John's heart, he reached out for John's hand. When Sherlock took it, John's heartbeat went faster, still. Slowly and carefully, Sherlock leaned in and placed his lips on John's. They kissed. Sherlock thought John's heart might explode...It was the first time John had ever been kissed like that. It was the first time Sherlock had ever kissed. It was...wonderful.