"Cause you're everywhere to me! When I catch my breath, it's you I breath" -Everywhere, Michelle Branch
This is my first, and possibly only, DAGR. I went looking for lesser couples (DibandGir, GazandTak, DibandGaz ect.) and found that there were only THREE of these! Amazing! And I figured, even if it is technically incest, it makes enough sense to merit more than three fics.
To be honest, "me thinks the lady doth protesteth too much". Anyone who agrees might want to read Daggers. (Get it? DAGgeRs?)
I love him.
I've never said these words aloud. How could I? Anyone would shutter. And besides…
I am the foundation, I am the loadstone, I am the constant balance of this world.
Cold, logical, cruel. I am not permitted emotion; this universe will not allow me my humanity.
True, I am an violent and pitiless person by nature, but I do have a heart.
Feelings are a weakness, I am sure, if I want to control my life- to hold all the cards- I must never let them see.
But I look at him…
He is so foolish, so stubborn, so in-over-his-head- drowning in a sea of determined ignorance. He's so naïve, so perfect.
He's not afraid! Physical pain has no hold over him- I know, I've hurt him so many times- but the mental, ah! The anguish of someone who is truly alone!
I so wish to hold him, to tell him he isn't alone, but I cannot. I don't know how!
So long I have lived this role, why not? It suits me almost perfectly.
But it does not allow for love, only hate. Love, I must hide.
I want you!
It may be wrong, but who am I to care about morals?
It may be strange, but who, of all people, is stranger than I?
It may disrupt the balance; it may color my judgment beyond repair, it may be the horrendous clashing demise of all I have ever been or hope to be! But it can't be helped.
Dib, my beautiful brother, Dib, my foolish longing, I love you!
But you will never know.
Wow, I had hoped to make this longer... But no, that would just make it less interesting (and I'm not sure how interesting it is to begin with). Exactly 40 lines! Woot!
Please try to see where this is comming from. She loves him, but her nature and the person she's made herself into can't except or handle that, so she hurts him insted. We know so little about her from the show, there could really be most anything hidden deep inside her mind.
"SO I'm hiding all my thoughts, what would the world think of this? I've never been concerned before- You are my only weakness- Damn you!" -Broken world