This is just a very short one-shot that I came up while trying to fall asleep. For those who are reading my story 'I am the darkness', this is based on Kai's character.

I am what I am

I love Cindy and I will continue loving her in a way that only a real man can love his woman,

and yet I can kill another human being and feel nothing, like it is the most normal and the most natural thing in the world.

I am a loving and caring father,

and yet I show no remorse to a complete stranger when taking their life.

The sight and sound of a beautiful river brings peace and calm onto people,

whereas with me, blood that have been spilled by my hand brings peace and calmness to me.

Creating life is a joy for both man and woman when they conceive;

for me it is a joyous moment when I take life.

Dranzer was a part of me,

but I prefer Black Dranzer.

The colour blue fits me,

but the colour black suits me the best, along with my black spirit, my black soul and my black heart.

I am Kai

and

I am what I am