Not Bow
-Cherry Cuntea
[from the potentional perspective of Tank Girl or could be the author here is where it gets strange]
Do you even realise how fucked up you can be? Yes you are strong! Yes you have fought your own battles to get through where you are today! Yes you feel you deserve to stand your own ground and not back down to the likes of me. However, even in times of strength you are a raging cunt. You have yet to cross the dark aspects of me. I have strived to continue on for this long. Never caving to those moments that want me to just slice away at my own being. Even in moments of weakness I stand my ground with myself. And you have the audacity to question me!? See from what I see here you seem to think that no one can question the likes of you. That everything you do is RIGHT! Welp, you cunt bag you are wrong. You are dreadfully so. What makes a person human is observing from all aspects which even when you are beating me down to the ground I try to do with you. I could have explained myself to you, but why? Do I ever have to do that? No I will not explain myself to you. I do things that are right because I know I am a frucking amazing person! Sod off. Sodd fucking off to you! I will continue doing all that I can. I refuse to overwork myself to the point of exhaustion. If I fucking state I need a break there is a damn good reason for it. You indicating to me that I do not do enough is utter bullshit! Do you even hear yourself? I gave up most of my life to do things for others and make sure they all could stand strong and here I am finally for once writing down thoughts, moments because this is who I am. I am me! And you will not belittle that. You do not own one fucking piece of my life. That is only mine to hole.