A/N- Just a token of appreciation to all the Clexa Shippers. Love you guys;)

Note: Everything here is my POV. I don't own the series or any of the characters.

I have seen a lot of heart breaking scenes. Emotional. Intense. Sometimes cheesy. But nothing has impacted me so much as 'Clexa' has.

Yes, it has been a year? Still, I am having a hangover and I'm unable to cope up with it. So I just thought of venting out my emotions by jotting it down.

The main reason for writing this humble story is Lexa.

Lexa. She's a part of me honestly. Her character is somewhat a mirror image of my own.

She's a warrior no doubt. And a good one at that. But deep within she's highly emotional. Her cold façade is penetrable if you treat her the right way! And yes, throughout the series, Clarke did just that.

Clarke's love for her people and even for Lexa shook her to her cores. She knew it is a weakness to fall in love. She knew it is a weakness to express her true emotions. But no. When Clarke was around her, she couldn't help it; she felt so vulnerable and yet so strong. For once she could keep her duty of being a Commander aside and just be Lexa.

And Alycia Debnam Carey has so beautifully portrayed the character of Lexa. Kudos to her! In fact, dear readers, let me tell you. I have a secret crush on her. Shhuu! Please don't tell her. And I hope she doesn't come across this page where a fan is going all crazy for her.

Anyway, back to Clexa.

This ship is really out of the world. Well, honestly, I don't know how to express it in words. The intensity of these two gives me jitters.

And I don't feel ashamed in the slightest way to say that I cry over and over again when I see the scene where Lexa dies.

I know it was something which was bound to happen. But my heart is not ready to accept it till now.

I'm so hung up. Seriously, sometimes my friends make fun of me for that. But who cares. Right? Lexa is worth it.

And I even consider my orientation to be shaken because of this character. To be honest, I feel like I have turned gayer over the year. Thanks to Alycia!

I want to thank her from the bottom of my heart for giving her best to this character.

I can't forget the way Lexa looks in Clarke's eyes. The way she talks to her. The way she coyly smiles looking at her.

It feels so surreal. Yet it keeps me grounded. I feel like I have opened up to my feelings even more now.

When I look at the way Lexa looks at her Clarke, I wish I could look at her in the same way. Well, that's a dream come true!

But sticking to reality.

I wish I would find someone and to love with every fiber of my being.

Just like Lexa did.

"I'll always be with you."

This keeps ringing in my ears and reminds me that it is still not over.

The war is not over.

And foremost of all, Love is not over.

And whatever is in store for Clarke, whoever she ends up with, one thing is for sure. She will keep loving the 12th Commander with all her heart.

And I will keep loving this ship. Thank you to every person shipping Clexa. I'm so glad that you people continue writing about these two and it's a pleasure to read your stuff. So keep up the good work ;)

This is a thank you to all the lovely people shipping Clexa! You guys rock!

"In peace may you leave the shore. In love may you find the next. Safe passage on your travels until our final journey on the ground... May we meet again."

Clexa forever ;)