A/N: I love this ship~! I feel as though us TurkPan shippers are a rare species surrounded by GiriPan shippers. I confuse people with the fact I ship TurkPan because I'm Greek and beyond proud of my heritage and people would excpect me to want Greece to win in that battle but I HAVE MY REASONS! I am going to be posting a really long TurkPan fic on here to called 'Of Masks and Hugs' and this is not related to it at all. This has a lemon in it so be warned.

Turkey and Japan sat in Japan's house, each on either side of the table, merely talking about what has been happening in their lives. Today was one of those rare days where Japan and Turkey could spend the day together without Greece being around. Turkey enjoyed being alone with Japan, especially considering how much he liked him. He loved everything about Japan. He seemed so delicate on the outside but he was very brave and strong on the inside. He never spoke his mind or showed very much emotion, but he was smart and had amazing ideas to share when he wanted to.

There was nothing he could hate about Japan.

Except the fact he was dating Greece and seemed to spend every second with him. Every country was happy for them, except for Turkey. He always tried to be kind and happy around Japan, but had a hard time with that fact in the back of his head, haunting him. That was the only thing Turkey could ever hate about Japan, and was one of the many reasons he had to hate Greece.

"Turkey-san." Turkey was snapped out of his train of thought by Japan's voice. "Are you okay?"

Turkey nodded. "Yeah I'm... Fine."

Japan didn't buy it. "You don't seem fine."

Japan scooted forward a little and leaned forward so he could take a closer look at Turkey's face. Turkey blushed at his closeness and said, "Really, I'm fine."

Japn was really closen enough to Turkey that Turkey could kiss him if he leaned forward fast enough.

"Your face is very red," Japan pointed out.

Turkey blushed even harder. "There's a reason for that."

Japan was about to ask what when Turkey lunged forward and kissed him. Japan's eyes shot open and he pulled back. "Turkey-san...?"

FlashBack

Japan and Greece sat on one of the cliffs of Athens, staring at the setting sun. The sun was a deep red, radiating pink into the surrounding two nations were admiring the sight before them as the people bellow craned their necks to look up at the sky, some holding cameras to take pictures. They could see the flashes down below.

"Hey Japan." Japan turned to the sound of Greece speaking his name. "S'agapo."

Japan blushed and began stuttering before he said, "I have to go."

Greece nodded and Japan bounced to his feet. He ran off to where his plane was, unable to say the words back.

End Flashback

Turkey took Japan by the shoulders and whispered, "I'm sorry, Jappy." He pulled him back into a kiss, his eyes screwed shut. Japan's eyes widened again, but lowered to half mast before shutting completely. Turkey leaned forward more, pushing Japan back to he was lieing on the floor. Turkey climbed over the table so he was on top of Japan Japan wrapped his arms around Turkey's neck, getting lost in the kiss.

Turkey Cupped Japan's face in his hands and licked his lower lip.Japan gasped and Turkey slid his tongue into his mouth, discovering every nook and cranny of Japan's warm cavern.

"Mmmm," Japan couldn't help the moan that escaped him.

Turkey pulled from the kiss, a thick strand of saliva connecting their mouths. Turkey leaned down so he could slowly kiss his neck. Japan gasped and gripped Turkey's hair, using his other hand to tug at Turkey's shirt. Turkey ran a hand under Japan's shirt, Japan gasping at the light touch. Turkey trailed his hand down to the hem of Japan's pants and slowly began to pull them down.

Japan's eyes shot open as he came to his senses. He shoved Turkey away and pulled his pants back up and his shirt back down. He was red-face and panting, his eyes hazy. None the less, he looked horrified and guilty.

"Jappy..." Turkey reached out a hand. "I'm sorry..."

"Don't..." Japan held out his own hand to stop him. "Prease..."

Turkey's eyes softened and he lowered his hand. "I'm sorry, but... Seni seviyorum..."

"Prease..." Japan scooted back. "Don't... Just... Don't..."

Turkey knew he had made a grave mistake. He loved Japan and now he had ruined any connection he had ever had with him. Turkey stood up and walked out, leaving the horrified and confused Japan behind.

-The Next Day-

Japan and Greece were sitting on the same cliff as they were the day Greece had attempted to tell Japan he loves him. Greece was his normal, laid-back and calm self while Japan couldn't help but be paranoid. He couldn't stop thinking about what had happened the day before. He didn't want Greece to know what happened. He wasn't guilty about Turkey kissing, he was guilty about how he kissed him back and allowed him to touch him in such a way. And he had actually enjoyed it to some extent. Or... A lot.

"Japan..." Japan turned to see Greece staring at him with worry in his eyes. "Are you... Okay...?"

"Yes..." Japan said, looking back over the cliff. "I'm fine..."

Greece nodded and looked back over the cliff as well.

Japan couldn't help but wonder what had happened. Well... He knew what happened... He more wondered why it happened and, more importantly, why he had let it happen. He had stopped Turkey, but not right away. He had allowed Turkey to touch him in a way he wouldn't even let Greece touch him. And he had enjoyed it. He could deny it all he wanted it but he had moaned and gasped from the pleasure. He had enjoyed it very much. He needed help on how to figure this out. But who...?

"Greece-san," Japan said, the idea coming to him. Greece turned to Japan and Japan continued. "I have to go..."

Greece nodded. "See you tomorrow."

Japan remained silent as he got up. "Sayonara." Japan walked away to his plane and got in. He had to visit another friend of his.

A/N: Ok this didn't have a whole lemon but there will be one. Can anybody guess where Japan is going to get advice? This was originally going to be a one-shot but it ended up being longer than I anticipated so... Reveiws and constructive criticism are great~!