Sunao Fujimori: An autobiography nano desu!
Section 1!!!
This section features the songs 'Our Song' and 'Inner Feelings' the songs and lyircs belong to 'Lullaby of the Moon'
For Sora. Had it not been for you I would have never been able to live through the difficult times mentioned later on. :) just want to let you know how much you mean to me. Also thanks to Matsuri-chan, Soushi-san, Nii-chan, Nanami-chan and Ran and Yoru you also helped me throught the tough times. :) I love you all!!! And to our wonderful fans thanks so much for your support I'm much better now :D
Well everyone told me that I should write an autobiography you know to get things of my chest. I know all of you know about the rape case. But there have been rumours about me that are untrue so I will tell the truth.
Part one: Upbringing
'Our Song'
By 'Lullaby of the Moon'
sung by Sora Hashiba and Sunao Fujimori
The moon is shining, bloodied red.
The nightmares are constantly in your head.
Holding you in my arms as you cry
I sing the world this lullaby.
How can I stop your horrible dreams?
How can I silent your screams?
Bidding the world goodnight
I'll stay with you here all night.
Please just stay here with me.
This is where I want you to be.
Gentle arms cradling me through the night
Without a nightmare, without a fright.
Thank you for always being near.
I'm at peace when you are here.
Bidding the world goodnight.
I'll stay with you here all night
The moon is sleeping my dear
we both know that the other is here.
Now that the sun is breaking out of the endless night
I'll keep holding you tight.
When the next night begins
I'll do the same again.
The moon's lullaby
chasing away the night.
Until the sun may shine...
So I'm going to start from my childhood and how 'Our Song' was released. I was born in Tokyo on May 10th 1987 so I'm now 22 in case you can't count :P though I'm nearly 23. My parents abandoned me when I was just a baby. I suppose they couldn't cope with twins as you all know I have a twin brother Ran. I met Sora in the orphanage. Sora was also abandoned as a baby and we grew up together. The orphanage was a creepy place to live in. It was run by a horrible man named Aizawa who glad to say is now out of our lives. Aizawa will make an appearance in later chapters. He was cruel to us and he made us suffer. Every night Sora used to sing 'Our Song' to me every night in order to soothe me to sleep. That is why we released 'Our Song' as our first single. And our band is named 'Lullaby Of the Moon' another reference to 'Our Song' it fitted perfectly.
Luckily Sora and I were adopted by Shinichirou Minato and Kai Nanami from this sudden turn we met Matsuri Honjou. He lived across the road from us and the second we met him we knew he was a great guy. He had started learning to play the drums at that age. We were eight. Sora and I took an interest in guitar lessons and that is when our future career was set. At the age of thirteen we released our first single 'Our Song'. We didn't do well at first but then someone started advertising us on Youtube and we were offered a record contract. It was exciting for us. Being only thirteen it was like a dream come true.
We had a music video made and it became one of the top music video's that year. The video starred Sora and I locked up in seperate rooms and trying to reach each other we sing the song to soothe each other. Very much like our childhod except we were not in the same room. I will be forever greatful to the person who made us big. If you're reading this then we all love you!!!! :D. There were interviews and appearances on television it was crazy. At the end of the year we released our first album entitled 'Sweet Dreams'. It was the first corner in our career.
We had our first tour at the age of fourteen. We were so excited but a little scared. But we were made so welcome!! We were loved by England and America!! It made me so happy that people in foreign countries were buying our album!!! It was like it was all a crazy dream. On top of that we had school work. The whole school knew who we were. It was just strange. I still can't believe it myself :) but thank you everyone!!! I will move on to the next part of this section. The beginning of the rumours :D.
Part two: Controversy
Inner feelings
By 'Lullaby of the Moon'
Sung by Sora Hashiba and Sunao Fujimori
These feelings I cannot hide
My thoughts I cannot disguise.
Feeling disgusted with myself,
I run away and search for help.
I know I shouldn't feel like this,
help me get through this.
You are the only one who knows
what the feeling means.
We just want to run away together.
Stay in our sanctuary forever.
Being free where no one can find us.
It is only going to be you and me.
Away from all the disgusted faces.
Travelling to different places.
New dreams and new hopes for both of us.
They cannot see what we see.
How can I live with this hate?
How can I live with this confusion?
Why couldn't we just be friends?
I don't want to know how this ends.
We just want to run away together.
Stay in our sanctuary forever.
Being free where no one can find us.
It is only going to be you and me.
You and me (oh, oh)
You and me (forever)
We are going to run away together.
We will stay in our sanctuary forever.
Away from the pain, away from the shame.
We will stay away.
So don't come and find us.
Don't try to stop us.
There's nothing you can do about it.
It will always be you and me (oh, oh)
You and me...
This was the point when we all came out as gay wasn't it? Although initially Sora and I knew we were both gay and I knew there was something there. We didn't want to act on anything at that point. Though something had happened. The video for the song 'Inner thoughts' Sora and I kissed in that video and let me tell you with full permission from Sora-chan that it wasn't the first time we had kissed. We were fifteen just about to go into high school. I don't know what exactly happened but we were just sitting on the bed holding hands like we normally did anyway but something sparked and we just so happened to end up kissing -_- isn't that what you wanted to hear fangirls? :D. We got a lot of talk about the music video too for 'Inner Thoughts'. The video features Sora and I in a dark room with cameras watching us. We are singing the words to each other and we eventually kiss while the world watches in shock. At the middle of the video we are seen running away from the press and we find a nice place to hide and be ourselves in.
The video is dealing with uncontrollable feelings and confusion. Being gay ourselves made it easier to open up in the song. Of course it sparked a lot of rumours about us. And Matsuri-chan too. Matsuri was and still is in a relationship with Soushi-onii-chan. Not that we mind we think they make a great couple. It was our own relationships that we had problems with. But we'll leave that until later sections. I know you all will want to hear about mine and Sora's break up period where we were in other relationships but were arguing with each other like all the time but you have to wait for that cause it's in the 'New relationships' section and this is only the 'Beginning' section where I have introduced myself and told you about how I made it big.
Right so Sora and I were the talk of Japan with that music video. We couldn't go anywhere without people asking us to kiss. It came to the point where at shows we would put on a great show of kissing each other midway in concerts. But this was when my head was spinning everywhere. This comes to the section 'Teenage daydreams' which is what I call the period where I did nothing but dream of Sora. Hah Sora is looking akward as I write this. Now this is the end of the beginning. This is where it really gets going. The next chapter or so will feature some diary entries :D hope you enjoy!!!