My second Fanfic.
Disclaimers : Characters belong to VALVE.
I Miss You
Do you hear me? I'm talking to you.
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean.
Under the open sky, oh baby, I'm trying.
I opened my eyes seeing nothing but the darkness swallowing every single light I see. Tears rolling down on my cheeks, I should have done something, something will save you. Now I'm paying the ultimate price. Damn El, I miss you. I fucking miss you.If I could turn back time, I'll save your ass. But I can't, I want you here with ME, beside me. I can feel my eyes redden, my eyes tired but I can't shut it I want you here Ellis, I want you right now. I need your warmth beside me, hugging me. But I know you can't.
"Nick..."
I turn my head at my right finding Ellis' image, I felt tears on my cheeks. Is this really happening? I reached my hand for you, but when I touched your face you faded, I'm touching nothingjust air. I closed my eyes and I whispered...
"I'm sorry."
But silence. It's hard. I can't do this alone, can't survive alone.
"I fucking miss you, figures."
"I miss you too."
I opened my eyes, darkness. I sat up and rolled into a ball hugging my knees. I really wish you were here comforting me, saying words that I can only hear from you. Can I just die? I want to end this torture. I can't take this anymore. I love you.
"Please El, let me die. I can't do this. I can't survive anymore I'm alone. I'm fucking all alone. No Coach, no Rochelle, no one, even You, Ellis. I can't handle the pain. I just want to rest and be with you again, Overalls." I whispered into the thin air.
" 'Ya can't die like this Nick, I'm countin' on 'ya. Ah know ah failed 'ya, but ah need 'ya to live Nick. I need you to live for me. Kill them sons of bitches I'm here protectin' 'ya... I'm here comfortin' 'ya. Nick, You ain't Nick tha' ah met. I need the old Nick back. For me Nick... for goddamn me."
I didn't know what to say or think. I just smiled and cried, Thank you, Overalls. I slept with a tear rolling on my cheek.