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A Woman Scorned
Prologue
Looking back, I realize that it was never about your love for me that made you do all those seem to be sweet and caring gestures. It was all a plot to get me hooked on you. To break down the walls that i've erected around my heart. Make me feel wanted, needed, beautiful, adored.
It worked so well for you. I said yes, I always said to you. Yes, to being your friend. Yes, to being your confidant. Yes, to being your lover. Yes, to being your partner. Yes, to being the mother of your child.
I loved the feeling of being important to you that you would choose me over your friends, over your family, over your work, over her. I reveled in the knowledge that it was me, that it was all that I am that keeps you there by my side through all the obstacles that we've faced so far. You love me that much and I love you with an all consuming passion that threaten to defy all the laws of science and logic alike. It was bliss, it was perfect.
But when the rose colored glasses broke, it made me see the picture of our love a lot clearer. And what I saw was far from perfect, it was anything but if I'm being completely honest. Oh no, it was never about your love for me but your love to be seen as someone who could get what he wants whatever way he chooses to get it. It was about you painting a picture of yourself that your friends can see that you deem appropriate.
It should all stop here. I should be able to turn my back and walk away from all of these lies. I should be able to yell at you and tell you to get the hell out of my life. But I can't. I'm paralyzed by fear. Fear for my son's future. Fear of not being good enough. Fear of the unknown ahead.
"What are you saying Edward? What does that mean for us?"
"Nothing has to change Bella, I'm not abandoning you or my son. It is what it is. Don't make this seem like something it's not. I have to go now. I'll be back before you know it."
I watch you leave me without so much as a kiss goodbye, not even a glance back as you close the front door behind you. A feeling that could only be akin to dread spread through my body, like burning venom going through my veins. This is only the beginning. This is where my life takes a turn for the worse. I don't want to go through this but the decision was already made for me. How fair is that?