''talking to the moon''
i know you're somewhere out there,somewhere far away...
it was evelyn's second week of house arrest,and it was well after midnight.
i want you back...
helen paid evelyn a couple of visits,and they couldn't help themselves.
i want you back...
but then she stopped coming.
my neighbors think im crazy,but they dont understand...
winston came by as well,and couldn't figure out what was wrong with would'nt do anything.
you're all i had...
she stared blankly into the dark space of her living room,her vision blurred by her tears.
you're all i had...
she couldn't even drink.
at night when the stars light up my room,i sit by myself,
she took a long sip of the steaming hot coffee,that burned her tounge,but she didn't feel it. pain wasn't a thing for her anymore.
talking to the moon...
evelyn put the mug down slowly,no expression on her face as her tears rolled down.
''i'm sorry...''
she whispered
trying to get to you...
evelyn tried so desperately to call her for a couple of days,but no answer.
in hopes you're on the other side,talking to me too...
helen looked up at the blac,starry sky,straight at the moon.
''i'm so sorry...''
helen said as a tear rolled down her cheek.
or am i a fool?
evelyn took the mug again,and continued to stare at the moon from her window.
who sits alone...
she hated herself.
talking to the moon.
helen kept looking at it,the memories of them flooding her mind after so long.
i'm feeling like i'm famous,the talk of the town.
bob and winston were both getting worried now.
they say i've gone mad.
evelyn lost it the moment helen stopped showing up.
yeah i've gone mad...
helen tried to deny it so bad.
but they don't know what i know,
no one knew about them.
'cause when the sun goes down,
helen hated sunsets now. she had always watched them with evelyn.
someone's talking back.
evelyn remembered all of their deep conversations,and sat in front of the door,the usual tears rolling down her face,onto the wooden floor.
yeah the're talking back.
helen's heart stopped as she once again opened the big,black door to evelyn's house,and watched her sitting,crying,running to take her back into her arms after slamming the door.
at night when the stars light up my room,
the light pouring on the bed from the window was not bothering helen's calm,deep sleep.
i sit by myself...
evelyn held her once again in her arms,tracing figures of eight on her bare back,their warm,smooth skins rubbing aginst each other.
talking to the moon.
''i love you...''
evelyn whispered to the sleeping helen,and kissed her forehead.