That feeling of being overwhelmed, scared, and afraid. It coursed through my being. My master, Demaera Varn, toppled over. Her lightsaber rolled out into the open. I howled, as if the Zabrak Sith's lightsaber had pierced me. I raised my hand, and willed my fallen master's lightsaber to come to me. It flew into my left hand, it felt odd to wield. I ignited it, and set into a defensive stance.

"Interesting," the Zabrak commented, "the art of Jar'Kai is hard to master."

I was shaking from rage. My training was gone, only rage filled my body. I launched into the air, striking downwards with both weapons. "Yes," she hissed," let the hate consume you."

"BE QUIET!"

I broke the lock of arms and jump flipped backwards. Calm yourself. You are tapping into anger. Yet, it feels so powerful. The Sith vaulted off of a nearby tree and started attacking furiously. I was off balance, due to the added lightsaber, the Sith sensed this. She kicked me in my chest launching me backwards. With my left hand in the air she force willed my master's lightsaber towards her. She brought her lightsaber downwards, cutting it into half. I rolled back onto my feet, disregarding my training, and charged. The Sith was taken by surprise. My blows were filled with emotions. Each strike was pure anger, pure hate. The Zabrak, now regaining its balance, was becoming more offensive. I never was great on defense. I was surviving off of pure instinct. Letting the force guide my movements. We struck at the same time, causing another lock.

"What is your name Sith!"

"I am Darth Torrek, Allada Jhcor!"

She knew my name, this meeting wasn't coincidental.

I brought my right knee to her rib cage. Throwing her off balance. I killed my lightsaber, attaching it to my belt, and willed the force into a tight pressure between my hands. I thrusted it forwards with all the hate I had towards this creature. She flew off her feet, and slammed into a massive boulder. Do it. She deserves it. I brought my right hand forward. Anger coursed through me. I focused on the force around her neck. She started to gasp for air. Yes, finish her. I walked forward to my levitated advisary. I could feel her panic, and suffering. She made a sudden movement! The ignition of a lightsaber was heard. Her lightsaber whipped to her from behind me. My focus broken, she fell to the ground, weapon in hand, and sprinted towards me. I only was quick enough to grab my weapon, and block her attacks. She was attacking like madly. All I could do was deflect. No attack opening was there. She brought her head foreword hard. A horn on her head dug into my skull. Being knocked off balanced she swept upwards to my left hand, cutting it off in a quick motion. I screamed in pain. Toppling over on my back she brought her lightsaber downwards. I caught it, holding my blade sideways, horizontal of my chest. Although injured heavily, I felt a powerful sensation within me. It was building up within me. With a final yell of my last strength, a force propelled out my body with such force that I passed out.

"Allada Jhcor, you have been brought forward to the Council, to talk about your future as a jedi," said Mace Windu. I shuffled a little in my boots. I have passed my trials, why is there any questions? "You did exemplary in passing your trials, and your master, Master Demaera, has sadly fallen. Yet, there is something that is troubling." I raised my head to Mace Windu, with a questioning look on my face. "In the fight with the Sith, you broke the first tenant of the Jedi code." He said harshly. He leaned forward, "Would you like to repeat the first tenant, please?"

I gritted my teeth, "There is no emotion, there is peace." His eyes were deadlocked on me. "You were found unconscious, your aura was consumed by the dark side." I felt the scar on my forehead from Torrek's horn with my new cybernetic hand. It felt so weird. "The council has talked about whether you should be granted Knightship." I slowly looked at all of the members. "We have come the agreement that your actions were justified. You were faced with a Sith for the first time. Yet, concerning you becoming a Knight, we are suspending the decision." I froze, "What?" I asked.

Windu waved his hand for me to not talk.

"You are being given a task to accomplish."

What?

"You are being tasked with safeguarding a spy that we believe is in danger."

"On what planet?" i questioned.

"The trading planet of Tirahnn. We sent our spy, Shaindy Carver, in to monitor suspected Sith activity."

My mouth was left open. I felt confused. Angry.

"You are dismissed, Allada."

I made it to my ship, and sat down angrily. I grasped my head trying to calm down and accidentally crushed a metal container close by. Allada calm down.

I strode into the bathroom to wash my face. After wetting my face, I looked at myself in the mirror. My blonde haired curled in the back was messy from my hands. After rearranging my hair I studied my features. My sharp jaw line, high cheek bones, and blue eyes. I wasn't tall, or big in any regard. The new scar on my forehead just brought back painful memories. My holo communicator started going off, startling me. I walked over to pick it up. Master Windu's projection appeared, "Allada, make your way to the space point at once."

"Yes, master." I answered while bowing slightly.

I walked slowly to the ship I was about to board. That's when she caught my eye. She was ordering a droid to move some crates. Her features seemed so elegant and perfect. She had grey eyes that looked like a stormy sky, a sharp chin like mine but came to a soft smoother end on her chin, and her brown hair was up in a bun. She seemed like the type that wasn't afraid to get her hands dirty. I then noticed I had been standing still too long and was just staring at her. She looked at me in a way to judge if I was useful. I walked towards her to introduce myself, "Hello, my name is Allada Jhc-" I was cut off. "I don't care right now, you're a Jedi right?" I pushed back the emotions I had towards the Knight topic. "Hello?!" She was snapping her fingers in front of me. "Yes, i'm still considered a Padawan, even though I lost my master. The council is suspending the decision of my knightship."

She started to wave her hands in the air, "I don't need your life story, I just need you to lift that crate full of power converters, with your jedi powers, to the top of the lift, so we can load it onto the ship."

She was very bossy. I liked it. Stop thinking that Allada, these thoughts will take you down a dark path.

I nervously extended my arm and willed the crate to move onto the lift.

"Maybe, you're not going to be completely useless." She said as she turned towards me.

"My name is Shaindy Carver, and your my own personal bodyguard. Allada Jhcor, right?"

"Yes, I was tasked to protect you on your mission spying on suspected Sith activity."

She huffed, "Not that I need protecting. They pulled me out of Tirahnn to resupply and pick you up. Although, you're going to stick out badly."

Wait

I ignited my saber quickly.

'What are you-"

I deflected a blaster shot off my blade. A figure flew in off a jump pack, and landed in front of me.

"Stay behind me!" I ordered as I put myself in the middle of Shaindy and the hostile person.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"Just a friendly bounty hunter claiming a high target for a wealthy client." The bounty hunter replied.

He had on a mismatch of battle armor. His face was badly scarred, and had buzz cut hair.

"Surrender now and you will see trial for attempting to assassinate a Republic official."

He chuckled at this. "I don't think you realize something Jedi."

I grinned, "What would that be?"

"Where is your security?" He said with a smirk.

That took the grin on my face away. I looked around and all the security set around the private room was gone.

"You'll find that i'm good at my job, Jedi."

He quickly drew his blaster from his back and fired. I deflected the blast. His jump pack launched him over me. Shaindy rolled to her left, noticing he was headed for her. Once he landed I brought my saber down to disarm him. A mysterious blade quickly extended from his armor on his arm. It caught my blade. I gasped as we locked arms. "This cannot be what I think it is, bounty hunter."

"Let's just say my clients keep me well prepared, Jedi."

He headbutted me, which sent me backwards. I quickly rolled sideways avoiding his downward strike. A blaster shot caught the bounty hunters back armor plate. Shaindy was shooting from behind a box. "Come on Mr. Jedi!" I swiped my blade to cut both of the bounty hunter's hands off. I only cut the one holding the blaster, due to him jumping backwards. He screamed in pain. Shaindy shot again, but the bounty hunter deflected it. He seemed to realize his element of surprise was lost. "This is not the last you've seen of Tar Kett, Jedi!" He tossed what I knew was a smoke bomb, so I covered my face with my robe as he flew off.

Shaindy ran up, " What was that metal?"

I killed my saber and attached it to my belt. Turning towards Shaindy I said, "It's called beskar. It's Mandalorian iron, the blade was a Beskad, but in a weird form."

Shaindy seemed like she was confused, "Wait, what would a Mandalorian want to do with me?"

I replied, " I don't think it was a Mandalorian, he didn't wear the normal helmet with a T shaped visor. This is really curious. I'm going to board the ship and inform the council."

"Intriguing, Allada this is." Master Yoda said after I explained the situation.

"Continue on your mission you will." He said shockingly.

Before I could reply something seemed to force my mouth shut.

Did Yoda just force me to shut up?

"Not expecting you, the enemy shall."

Mace Windu added in, "This is true. The suspected Sith will not expect you, and miss Carver to still continue to Tirahnn."

Control your anger, Allada.

"Update us at the next rendezvous meeting."

"Yes, Master."

Once the holo turned off I launched a stool across the room, and yelled in frustration.

"Woah, Jedi, calm down."

I turned around to Shaindy leaning in the doorway.

"Aren't you Jedi supposed to master's of your emotions? All peaceful like?" She said as she strode in and sat down across from me.

"Yes we are, but it takes years to master completely." I replied as I sat back down.

"No it's fine the few Jedi I have met where dry and boring. You are actually interesting." She smiled.

"Thank you, but I have been just in allot of stressful moments lately."

She leaned in closer, "So, I guess we can get to know each other I guess."

I nodded in agreement.

She laughed, "I guess i'll go first. Well, my family have been scavengers on Coruscant for a long time." Her eyes seemed to go into a distant look, as though she was remembering it. "I was the only one of my family in the Underworld who wanted to be something more. So I enlisted. I was disowned from family, since I was going to "work for the politicians that keep us in this state"." Her face saddened for a second but she quickly regrouped and focused. "I just wanted out of there. So, after showing skills in the more stealthy subjects, I was appointed to be a spy for the Republic. Funny thing is, I really don't care about what it does. As long as i'm paid, i'm happy."

She looked back to me, "So, what about you? Life of a force sensitive is always interesting."

"Well," I started," I don't remember my parents or family since I was discovered very early on. I trained as a youngling. I was apparently a "promising" youngling, so I was chosen as a Padawan very early on after my trials."

"Who was your Master?"

I flinched a little at the sore subject.

"I'm sorry if you don-"

I interrupted, "No, it's fine I need to talk about it."

"Her name was Demaera Varn. She was a human Jedi Master."

"Wait she was a female? The Jedi allow different sexes to teach other? I know you aren't allowed to have like wives or families."

I laughed, "Yes we allow it. Romantic connections have happened before, but Master Varn was one of the most devoted Jedi you would have ever seen. One of those "boring" Jedi as you said earlier."

Shaindy chuckled, " Alright Mr. Jedi don't use my words against me."

I grinned, and then there was semi awkward silence. Shaindy and I were a little to close. We made eye contact. The same thought went through our minds, but she stood up quickly and cleared her throat, "I'm going to finish prepping, you should probably get some sleep before we get there.' She said quickly.

I nodded silently.

Before she left the room, she turned around and said, "Thanks, Allada. Glad your on this mission."