Yuki was surrounded by darkness but it wasn't his usual cold, damp darkness. No this darkness was welcoming and warm. He smiled inwardly until a bolt of pain struck him and he opened his mouth to yell. Nothing came out of his mouth and his hands flew around his neck. What was wrong? He started to panic. Wait…where was he? Why was he here?

Who was he?

"Doctor," said a familiar female voice "is he going to be ok? He had a rough fight with…"

"Yes, I know," said a male voice "Akito has gone too far this time..."

Hearing the name Akito sent a wave of fear through Yuki, but he didn't know why. Hell, he didn't even know who this Akito was. He began to panic again before he heard another voice, one that sent shivers through his body.

"I tried to hard to stop him…and…I couldn't stop him….I'm to fu- -"the male voice sounded shaky and like he was holding back tears. Yuki suddenly wanted to get up and hugs him, just for the hell of it.

Yuki opened his eyes then closed them quickly; the lights were to damn bright! Yuki groaned in pain, the light hurt his eyes which hurt his head. He slowly opened his eyes again and he was surrounded by people. He began to panic again, who were these people? They obviously were family or they wouldn't be here right?

"YUKI-SAN!" Tohru began as she hugged him around the neck tightly; a gagging noise came out of Yuki's mouth "Sorry! I am so sorry!"

"Who…who is Yuki?" asked the silver haired boy "is that me?"

"Yes," answered the doctor, who was Hatori, the family doctor "you are Yuki, don't you remember?"

Yuki shook his head which he regretted immediately with a throbbing pain. Hatori quickly did some test on Yuki and looked at Tohru and Kyo then let out a large sigh, shaking his own head. Finally it was Kyo's turn to put his own two cents in.

"He forgot everything, didn't he?" Kyo asked, almost in a whisper.

"Who forgot what?" Yuki asked standing up shakily.

"You." Said Hatori "That is, unless you remember something. Anything at all Yuki?"

Yuki just looked at Hatori with blank eyes, an obvious no. Yuki looked then to the door to see a flash of orange hair quickly leave. He frowned wondering if he had done something wrong; maybe upset the orange haired boy. Somehow thinking about upsetting the orange haired boy somehow made his heart feel heavy. Had they maybe had something special in the past that he couldn't remember? Had they been close brothers? Cousins? Or maybe they were lovers, forbidden lovers? Yuki could feel his cheeks turn red. Just the thought of being anyone's lover seemed a bit embarrassing to admit, even to himself.

"Yuki-san," Tohru said quietly looking nervously as Hatori "do you really not remember any of us? Anything about yourself?"

"No ma'am I don't remember a thing. Who are you anyways? Are you my sister?"

"She isn't your sister Yuki," Hatori said sounding a little annoyed "she does, however, live with you along with Shigure. Shigure watches over you and Tohru normally cooks and cleans and helps you three whenever asked."

"Who was the guy with the orange hair?" Asked Yuki, wondering most about the orange haired boy then anything.

"That is Kyo, he also lives with you. You two used to be sworn enemies due to some….circumstances beyond anyone's control."

"What do you mean 'used to be'?" Yuki asked, his heart pounding slightly. He felt angry for some reason.

"Well…." Tohru looked at Hatori again, not wanting to make either of them upset.

"You will find out over the next few weeks, hopefully you will either regain your memories or else Kyo will tell you himself. Ohh and one more thing Yuki, don't hug any girls ok?"

Yuki looked slightly confused but nodded, again regretting moving his head at all. He supposed he should probably relax and just let things come naturally. Who was he kidding? He wanted to know who the hell he was and he wanted to know now!

"Shigure will be here to pick you up with in the hour, he is as good if not a better doctor to you then I am" Hatori said with a little resentment in his voice.

"Yuki-san!" Shigure nearly screamed hugging his friend around the neck "sorry I couldn't pick you up I was in a meeting for my new book."

"Shigure-san, Hatori said you should be extra gentle with Yuki especially after the…..incident" Tohru said pulling Yuki away from Shigure's death grip.

"Ohh, sorry Yuki, do forgive me please. I am just glad to see you up and working after that encounter with…." Shigure slowly trailed off his eyes going hollow for a moment then coming back to their bright nature "Have you seem Kyo today? I am sure he would love to see his –"

Shigure was cut off by a quick smack in the back of his head. He turned around to see the bright orange haired Kyo looking even angrier then ever before, glaring down at the now slightly red Shigure.

"Well, well speak of the devil!"

"Shut the hell up! Hatori told you not to screw with his head didn't he? Let the damn rat get some rest before you confuse him more then he is. Besides we need to talk you stupid dog."

Kyo dragged Shigure out of the room by an arm ranting and raving about something neither Yuki or Tohru could understand. Yuki looked over to Tohru and frowned, surely he would remember someone who had been so kind to him.

"Tohru," Yuki started off trying out her name, it did seem right "was…was there something going on between me and this Kyo? And why did he call me 'damn rat'?"

"Well," Tohru took a long look over Yuki "maybe Shigure should explain it to you when he is finished with his conversation. He will explain the rat comment ok?"

"Then will you explain what happened between Kyo and I that he just doesn't like to be around me? That he hates me?"

"What! No, no! Ohh Yuki-san he doesn't hate you at all"

"Then why is he avoiding me so much Tohru? If he doesn't hate me then why will he not look at me?"

"Because he couldn't protect you from all the pain you suffered and probably will suffer more of. Because he used to love you."

A/N: okies, first chapter done! Yay! Ok, ummm I really hope all of you will leave some kind of comment and I will try to get the 2nd chapter up ASAP!