Disclaimer: I do not own NCIS I'm just borrowing the characters….

GIBBS

Each day I wake up, I get dressed, I go to work, I return in my place as a well regulated machine. I wonder why? After two and half years I am still in pain for her ….for Jen…

Her smile is still haunting my dreams… Why I can't let it behind and move on?

But what I'm thinking… it's Jenny we talking about. I can't forget her… she is everything…

I… love…her….

Why. I. Didn't. Talk. To. Her. Before it was too late…

I'm such an IDIOT!!!

A/N: ok that's the first chapter of my first story. Let me know what are you thinking.