Hidden Memories

by houseofGold

People change after ten years, right? Masamune doesn't tell Ritsu that he is his beloved Saga Senpai, and tries to get him to fall in love with the 'new' Masamune and forget about the past.

1. Broken Thoughts

I remember him,

I remember all of him.
I remember how he used to watch me when I would look for books,

with that anxious look in his emerald eyes.

I remember how he would take out every book I had read,

and how I never understood it.

I remember looking at him,

and how his reaction was to hide behind a book,

or run away.

I remember how obvious he was.

I remember how his cheeks went scarlet and his eyes widened when he was embarrassed,

like when he confessed his love to me,

or when I held his hand for the first time.

I remember how loud he moaned when I took his virginity,

how he gasped my name wantonly,

how he couldn't control his erratic breathing,

and how he clung to me as he climaxed.

I remember falling in love with him, and never wanting to leave his side.

I remember when he left,

how angry,

confused,

and deeply saddened I was.