I hope ya enjoy this I had to go back through and fix a bunch of things, so I need to do the same with the next chapter as well....hope ya like it!!!

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You cry when you're happy…

You cry when you're sad...

You cry when in pain...

You cry when you laugh...

You cry when you're proud...

You cry when you're scared…

But have you ever just cried...

To prove you're alive??

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Chapter 1: bloodlust

"So this is what you became?" a girl with soft, lavender eyes asked as she approached me.

"Hinata please stay back" my voice was nothing but a whisper as I begged her. I dug my nails deeper into the palms of hands in an attempt to control myself from hurting my poor sister. She took a step towards me, but in return I took a step back, she didn't understand how hard this was.

"you promised..." her head hung low, as she stared at the hard wood floor beneath her feet "you promised me that we would stick together....and always be there for one another...... we're sisters Sakura.....and now...your leaving me...did I mean so little to you?" her voice was softer than anything I've ever heard, I knew she was crying, even if it was silent to the rest of the world, I could hear her tears drop to the floor, and it hurt to know that I was the one causing her pain.

"You mean the world to me Hinata...you're the last family member I have left...and I want to take you with me..." I glanced up at her and saw that she was looking at me with a soft smile. "But..." I continued, her smile dropped " I don't want to curse you like I have been....I don't want to put such a thing on someone that I care about so much...Hinata please understand, that what I am... is a curse you'll regret it in the end..."

"Change me" her voice was stern but she wasn't looking at me, she was looking at the floor, clenching her fist till her knuckles were turning white. "I don't care Sakura; I'm not some shy little girl that needs your protection, anymore! I'm the same age as you and yet you're treating me like I have no say in this!" I stared at her with wide eyes, she's never yelled to me like that before, but what surprised me the most was the fact that everything she said was true, she should have a choice. "Please I hate this life and you're my best friend Sakura, so please change me and take me with you...away from all this pain..."

"Hinata...I-"

"Sakura you wont regret it and neither will I so please..." she stared me strait in the eyes and I saw that she was speaking the truth, she really wanted this curse.

I but my lip as I thought over my decision, I probably would regret it more in the end if I didn't change her but I still had to think about the result of it all...

A. I could change her and take her with me...but I would technically be killing her

B. let her live her life as an ever day person

"Hinata?" she looked up at me with hope filled eyes "I can't..." was my last words before I turned around to leave. A soft breeze blew threw the house sending a chill up my spine.

"Fine" I heard mutter as she pick something up off the counter. A sweet scent surrounded me, making my body freeze in its tracks, the scent was too strong to resist. I spun around before I knew what I was doing and was face to face with a pale looking Hinata. I followed my nose to her wrist where a deep cut was set in the flesh and meat of her arm. I lifted the cut to my mouth and licked it clean of its irony taste, before gripping her arm in a death hold and smirking as I heard her yelp.

...it was too late I had lost control and there was no way to gain it back...

"You taste so good Hinata" I licked up her arm, sending chills down her spine before looking up at her. "I can't believe I denied such a wonderful feast, especially when you offered it up so willingly" I murmured against her neck as I closed my eyes, and concentrated on finding the right spot.

'What am I doing?'

'You're about ready to kill you best friend' a voice stated a-matter-a-fact.

'I don't want to do this...' I hesitated for a moment trying to get back my self control but I could still smell the blood from her cut....

'Then don't'

'I wish I could'...in the end my instincts were too strong and took control of me once again.

"Please... forgive me" I whispered in her ear, before sinking my teeth into her soft flesh.

It didn't take long before the warm, thick liquid started dripping into my mouth. I sank my teeth deeper causing a more steady flow to run down my throat, it tasted so good but I knew it was wrong.

'Please stop, before you kill her'

'I...can't'

'Yes you can now STOP!!!!'

My eyes snapped open as I yanked my fangs from her neck and pulled myself away from her. I wiped the blood off the corners of my mouth and noticed her body swaying. Ever so gracefully I stepped forward and caught my dark hair sister before she ever touched the ground.

"I'm sorry..."

138 years later

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Smash!!

"Damn clock..." I muttered, as I turned over on my bed and stared into the dark corner of my room. The window was covered with a heavy dark colored curtain so not much sun made it into my room. The dark never bothered me since I could still see as if it were day; it was just another part of being the thing that I was. I let out a heavy sigh before throwing the covers off and heading towards my bathroom.

Since our rooms were side by side there were two doors leading into it, one from my room and one from Hinata's. There were two sinks located on the black marble counter, which took up a little over half that left side of the room, and over that hung a large mirror with lights bordering it. The floor was tiled granite and the walls were a light purple. As for the shower it was larger than normal and it could fit up to about 5 people comfortably. all the metal items in the bathroom where all a fancy silver, and to help finish the look a large white, hot tub, like bath sat in the opposite corner as the shower.

I glanced at the clock on the counter and my eyes widened, 8:53 am. I cursed under my breath before quickly hopping in the shower to freshen up a bit. When I was done I grabbed a towel from the drawer and rapped it tight around my small frame. "Hinata?" I called, but never got an answer "shit" Hinata was already at school, along with the rest of the family, and she's going to be pissed if I'm late again.

I thought for a quick second and just shrugged it off, it I was going to be late I might as well take my time getting ready. Walking over to my closet I scanned the clothes before pulling out a few random items. I changed into a form fitting black shirt that cut off just above the stomach, showing off my mid-night blue belly button ring. The left sleeve was off the shoulder, stopping a little above mid arm, but had a thin black strap running back over my shoulder. The right sleeve stayed up but was a fish net material that went down to the bend in my arm. For bottoms I wore army green cargo pants, with a small set of silver chains rapped around my waist line a couple times before hanging off to the side by my belt loops. I wasn't really picky with shoes so I went with my normal black and red DCs

I walked over to the mirror and quickly brushed my hair before taking my straitener over it a few times. I was running out of time, so I quickly grabbed my dark blue messenger bag and headed out the door and into the garage where my motorcycle was parked. I tossed on my white, skull designed racing helmet, before hopping on the bike. It was black with crimson Chinese dragons rapping around random parts of it. With a loud rev of the engine I wheelied it out of the drive way and headed towards school.

Hinata's POV

'Damn it Sakura where are you?'

"Hinata I don't think she's coming" a boy with brown spiky hair stated. I turned to him with a glare, that normally was worn my Sakura, and let an irratating growl escape my throat, to warn him of my mood.

"She'll be here so shut up" I snapped. He scooted his seat away from me a little and just gave me his 'apology smile'. I didn't like being so bitchy to them but I told Sakura to be here early today because new kids were coming and she didn't need to make a big scene.

"Hinata did you and Sakura go hunting last night?" a voice from behind me spoke in a hushed tone.

I turned around and saw Tenten, a brown haired girl with 2 Chinese buns in her hair, leaning towards me over her desk. Beside her sat Neji, a close cousin of mine, but for a boy he had long brown hair that went to his waist.

"I did and Sakura said she'd go once she was finished with something on her laptop.... why?" Tenten sat right behind me and Neji was sitting behind Kiba, who was in Sakura's seat... the desks were made for 2 people to sit at and had sides and a front so once seated you could only see the person from the waist up.

"Well maybe she got back late" she reasoned.

"Maybe but I doubt it... Sakura's fast when it comes to her meals"

"I guess your right she proubly just slept in" she leaned back in her seat and crossed her arms. Tenten was still learning how to make her mind sleep like me and Sakura do. our kind aren't suppose to be able to sleep so just for the fun of it we taught ourselves how to physically sleep but keep our minds awake. It does make you feel refreshed but we only 'sleep' when we're injured, sick, or just plain bored.

Sakura's POV

"SAKURA!"

I looked up and saw Tenten flagging me down to sit with them in the back of the room like we normally do. I noticed Kiba had slid away from Hinata as far as he could; it almost made me smile to think that Hinata was starting to act more like me.

I walked up to them and grabbed Kiba by the collar of his shirt and pulled him out of my seat and onto the floor with a 'thud'. The class started giggling as Kiba laid there for a moment before realizing what happened.

"Hey Sakura I was sitting there!" he was up on his feet glaring at me as if it would do anything. I sat down anyways and when the scent of the humans filled my nose I quickly put my head down on the desk. I wasn't this weak earlier, but I guess it makes sense because I wasn't around anything that could tempt me.

'I should have went hunting last night'

'O ya think?' my inner shot back.

'Damn it shut up I don't have time for you'

'I'm the only thing keeping you sane so you better be nice'

'You do not keep me sane so shut up' I growled back in my head making the stupid little voice go away.

"You didn't hunt last night did you?" Hinata's tender voice broke though my thoughts making me look up at her.

I shook my head slightly before laying it back down on the desk. She leaned back in her chair and releases an irritating sigh. It took everything I had not to feed on one of these humans right now in the middle of class but thank god I wasn't that careless.

"Sakura you shouldn't have come today if you didn't hunt" Kiba's expression showed only worry as he spoke but I didn't want to hear it right now. By the location of his voice he was sitting in the desk in front of us, turned around in his chair so that he didn't have to speak very loudly.

"I-I'm fine d-don't worry about me" my eyes widened at the realization of what I just did.

'I just stuttered' I never stuttered no matter what. This was really bad.

'No duh and you call me stupid'

'How I ever made it though a decade with you in my head is beyond me'

"Your not ok Sakura you need to feed so go home" Tenten tried to pull me out of my seat but I didn't budge.

"I said I'm fine" I snapped back. Pulling my arm away from her, she stood there for a moment with her hand on her hips scowling at me but finally gave up and sat back down. I knew she was slumped down in her seat pouting about it, she was just too predictable.

"Sakura?" a husky voice whispered in my ear. I felt a slight weight on my shoulder and looked over. Neji had his head resting on my shoulder with his lips touching the shell of my ear. "when the teacher comes in we're all going home cause you 'sick' and taking you hunting....and you will go" even though his voice was calm the warning in it meant all the same.

I let out a sigh and nodded "fine" but it came out in a mumble. The only thing my brain was registering at the moment was the simple fact that I was thirsty and needed to feed...now. I hated feeling so weak! If I knew I was this damn thirsty of cause I never would have should up today I'm not that stupid.

I heard him chuckle, before leaning back he gave me a light kiss on the cheek. It wasn't anything out of the ordinary just a friendly peck on the cheek.

Because of the secret we all keep, we've grown together like one big family. Well in Hinata and Neji's case they are blood related but Kiba's the real odd ball of the group because he shares a different secret than the rest of us. He's suppose to be our enemy but yet he's our best friend and he'd never hurt us no matter what, so to have him part of everything just makes my life even more messed up.

"Hello class sorry I'm late I-"

"Just shut up and save it for someone who cares" I cut him off in mid sentence. He's always late so who cares what his excuse is, I just wanted this class to be start and so that I could leave.

"umm sorry miss Haruno...now class today we have 2 new students joining us please make them feel welcomed." he shot a warning glare towards me and my group knowing very well that we would proubly be the ones causing the trouble.

Just as I was about to open my mouth 2 boys walked in and stood in front of the class. The one had blond hair and a goofy smile planted on his face. He said something that made Kakashi hit him across the side of the head and made the other boy glare. But when I looked at the other boy I stopped....

'O no'

'What?' my inner started to panic...

I quickly looked down closing my eyes to hide them, knowing very well that they already changed on me. My once still blood started to heat and boil under my skin while my thirst increased. I felt my fangs grow longer and I knew that it was just a matter of time before I lost control. My body was shaking trying to fight the thirst that was growing more and more unbearable.

"Sakura?" whispered Hinata in a worried voice.

"Hinata....please I need....to go....now..." she knew what I meant and quickly turned to tell it to Neji and Tenten. Kiba had his hand on my shoulder trying to calm me down but it wasn't working I needed that boys blood...just the scent of it under his skin was driving me crazy.

"Kakashi?" Hinata and Tenten spoke at the same time while standing up. Everyone in the class looked at them strangely before looking back at the teacher.

"What is it girls?" he asked impatiently, not really wanting to be disturbed while reading his perverted book.

"Sakura's not feeling well we need to take her home" Tenten spoke in a hurried tone making alot of the kids ask 'what did she say?' to one another.

Kakashi may act like he hates us in class but in all honesty he loves us like we were his own kids. He acted and smelled like a human but our group knew better, it was comforting to know that you still have friends on enemy grounds. We trusted Kakashi and he's never let us down once so every time I hear him snap at us for something, I can't help but smirk.

"very well, you may take miss Haruno home" I was quickly pulled up to my feet by Neji and Kiba which caused me to stumble a little before I found my balance once more. I cracked and eye open just a bit to see Kakashi looking over his book with a worried stare. I smiled some, knowing very well that if Anko saw him reading that stupid porn book, she'd proubly kill him...

I knew I wasn't going to be able to just walk right by them and act so normal; my body wouldn't let it, so I thought fast. I let myself fall limb, as if I had passed out, and felt a set of arms pick my back up bridal style. By the scent they were putting off I knew it was Kiba carrying me, but I wish he would hurry up.

"You know you're a damn good actor" I heard Neji too soft for a human to hear.

as we passed the new kids I cracked my eyes open, just a bit, and noticed them staring at the 5 of us with curiosity and worry, much like the rest of the class, but something in the way they looked at us bothered me. I didn't think about it long, before we were out of the class, and heading away from humans all together.

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