Love…A word used in many situations some not as noble as others.
When I said I loved you it was indeed a noble situation, but the way your shoulders stiffened and your nostrils flared was enough for me to realize the noble things never win in life. To you everything we ever had was simply
Lust… A word used in wanting situations a dirty deed Committed by many.
When you said I lust for you, it made me want everything dirty in this world. No longer did I need anything noble no I needed to sin to fill the void you had created, i thirsted for the overnight passion that ended before it seem to began. I began to
Hate… A word used in drastic situations to describe a sometimes mutual feeling used be most.
When I saw myself in the mirror I would stare with disgust present on my feminine features. I had become an emotionless monster maybe I was with you, to much committing deadly sins I don't know but hate was the only thing I felt it drIve my sinful desires into out of control proportions but I didn't care anymore hate was the thing the kept my grounded away from insanity it was my cruel reality, Hate was my form of
Passion… a word use in steamy situation's involving shows of strength and seduction used by all.
The never ending river the slowly began to drowned reason and replace it with a gasping burn that could never be cooled, when are body's moved together under the blanket of stars and sheets of grass I didn't think about anything except you towering above me marking my body with purple hues and red scratches. It was his form of art, Painting my body in his marks and colors it would eventually lead to our
Death… A word used to describe a sadness the succumbs us all the final destination for everyone.
I knew it would happen it was just a matter of time, Heh time what a stupid invention it mocks you with its endless ways knowing you cant keep up with it. Our endless dance continued like always but we both knew it had to end, the cold steel was a blessing it would finally end my misery I had lost my self when I joined you in the shadows , so I laughed finally my sanity began slipping away as the knife cut me you once again painted the ground with my blood but this time yours joined mine, My laughter became gurgled and quiet as I welcomed the darkness and you pulled me into your arms. Our blood trailing over the ground like a river tainting it just like our souls I looked at you smiling a sick smile and you mimicked my actions but in the end I Choose Lust and you choose Love our roles become switched but I was happy in my dying crazy state because I lusted and loved you from the beginning and you learned to love me in the end