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Eulogy of a Cowboy
Am I dead? I suppose so. Is this how dead feels like? I loved Julia, God, I loved her. I thought that this was the only way to go, with a "Bang". Look where it got me. Yeah, I see the past clearly now. I thought I died in Callisto, it was a trick. It was tranquilizer gun that Lin used to make me look stupid. Damn, I feel stupid. I should've listened to myself. I, the hypocrite, lied to Faye. I told her a pack of lies that I don't even and never have believed. Julia, for what its worth, I wished I never lost you three years ago. I wanted to just be with you. Dammit, dammit. Jet, I'm sorry for saying that I stayed because you were lonely. I wonder about Ed and Ein right about now. Are they...maybe you never really know when it comes to kids and animals... I never even considered that I ...never mind...I'm dying anyway. Julia, why? Why did you not show up at the cemetery three years ago? We could have run away from this life forever. You know that. Because you did not show up, you killed me. You killed me that day, and I can't go on living because ...
One of my eyes sees the past and the other sees the present more clearly
I should have seen this coming.
I knew this was coming
Could I have stopped this?
Could I continue living without the hope of seeing you again?
I'm sorry Faye; I lied.
I'm sorry Jet; I was lonely too.
Authors Note: I was watching Cowboy Bebop and the whole thing made me very sad. I wondered about the last minute of Spike's doomed life. The whole series can be placed in a philosophical debate about the whole fate thing... Think about it... the moment Faye remembers her past... Spike needed to confront his.
Eulogy of a Cowboy
Am I dead? I suppose so. Is this how dead feels like? I loved Julia, God, I loved her. I thought that this was the only way to go, with a "Bang". Look where it got me. Yeah, I see the past clearly now. I thought I died in Callisto, it was a trick. It was tranquilizer gun that Lin used to make me look stupid. Damn, I feel stupid. I should've listened to myself. I, the hypocrite, lied to Faye. I told her a pack of lies that I don't even and never have believed. Julia, for what its worth, I wished I never lost you three years ago. I wanted to just be with you. Dammit, dammit. Jet, I'm sorry for saying that I stayed because you were lonely. I wonder about Ed and Ein right about now. Are they...maybe you never really know when it comes to kids and animals... I never even considered that I ...never mind...I'm dying anyway. Julia, why? Why did you not show up at the cemetery three years ago? We could have run away from this life forever. You know that. Because you did not show up, you killed me. You killed me that day, and I can't go on living because ...
One of my eyes sees the past and the other sees the present more clearly
I should have seen this coming.
I knew this was coming
Could I have stopped this?
Could I continue living without the hope of seeing you again?
I'm sorry Faye; I lied.
I'm sorry Jet; I was lonely too.
Authors Note: I was watching Cowboy Bebop and the whole thing made me very sad. I wondered about the last minute of Spike's doomed life. The whole series can be placed in a philosophical debate about the whole fate thing... Think about it... the moment Faye remembers her past... Spike needed to confront his.