A/N: Well this is my first fanfic that i have written by myself

Any feed back would be amazing, good or bad.

Deidara walked me home after we spent all day with the people that he lived with. He waited for me to walk inside the house like he always did. I walked in the front door and as I opened it a large cloud of black smoke consumed me. I walked into the house and it was all burnt. I went into the lounge room to find my family, dead, burnt. I ran out of the house and past Deidara, continuously running until someone rapped their arms around me. I forced my body around and looked at who it was. It was Deidara, standing there, looking at me and I hugged him tightly. I cried into his cheats.

"Come home with me, yeah, you can't stay here." He told me.

"I don't want to stay here; I don't want to be in this village." I sobbed some more.

Once we got to the base I looked around to see everyone in the living room. Tobi was trying to get Itachi to play cards with him by tugging on the sleeve of his coat. Itachi had no expression on his face, like normal, and he was ignoring Tobi by just looking into thin air, not paying attention the anything. Kisame was angry because he wanted to kill something and Hidan wouldn't fight with him. I guess he hated the he couldn't die at that point. Sasori was hiding in his puppet, while Zetsu was annoying Kakuzu who was trying to count his money. Leader-sun and Konan were sitting on the couch talking with each other.

"Listen up, yeah," Deidara spoke up, getting everyone's attention.

"What is this about Deidara?" Leader-sun spoke, taking his eyes off of Konan.

Deidara was about to continue speaking when Leader-sun told both Deidara and I to come into his office to talk to him. We walked after him as he walked into his office.

"What has happened Deidara?" he asked. "Sakura, are you okay? You look as if you have been crying." His voice was full of concern.

"Today has been a big day," I left it as that. It looked like Leader-sun wanted to ask more but he bit his tongue.

Deidara spoke up, "I will just say that Sakura has nowhere to live any more, yeah."

Leader-sun now understood what Deidara wanted to tell everyone. "Do you have any belongings with you at the moment?" He asked looking at me.

I shook my head. "I only have what I am wearing and one set of clothes in my backpack."

"Okay," he said. "Go into Deidara's room and put your stuff there. Deidara, take her there and come back right away, I need to talk to all of you without Sakura there." He looked at me, "Sorry Sakura but you will have to stay there for a bit."

Deidara and I both nodded and left. I followed Deidara down the hall and took a few turns past many doors before he stopped outside one of them. He opened the door and then turned to walk off. I looked around, so this was Deidara's room, and right now I felt so scarred. The first thing I noticed was there was only one bed. I couldn't be staying in here, Leader-sun would find me a room and I had full confidence in him that he would. I put my backpack down by Deidara's table and sat on the bed. I sat there for a while, just thinking about everything that had happened that day.

Soon the big fish man came and collected me from Deidara's room. He told me to leave my stuff were it was. I followed him back to the living room. Everyone was sitting around waiting for Kisame and me. As I walked in, all eyes were on me, and then Leader-san stood up. He ushered me closer to him so I took a step forward.

"Is there no were else you could stay, no other village." He asked me bluntly.

I lowered my face, "So you don't want me here?"

I could feel Deidara's eyes on my back. Then Leader-sun spoke again, "No, it's not that, it's just that I think that being here is not safe for you."

"But if I move, will I ever be able to see any of you again. I can't live without you." I turned around and walked over to Deidara, "I can't live without you."

"You can stay here tonight Sakura, but we will talk more about this tomorrow." Leader-sun left it at that and walked off.

Once he was out of the room I spoke up, "Do any of you want me here, or do you all want me to go."

Tobi spoke up first, "If Sakura leaves Tobi will be sad."

Itachi "Hn," he agreed.

Kisame, "I side with Itachi."

Hidan smiled, "If the bitch doesn't want to try and kill me I'm okay with it."

Sasori, "Hidan! Well I personally don't care if you stay or go; it's all the same to me."

Zetsu, "I just want to eat you." "It's up to you."

Kakuzu, "Well if she goes we will have more money."

I looked away from Kakuzu to look at Deidara, "What about you? Do you want me to leave?"

He stood up and came closer to me, "Leave, yeah." he said the walked down the hall towards the bedrooms.

I sat down on the single couch, hurt. Four want me to stay, one doesn't care, two gave weird answers, and the only one I really cared about answering me wants me to go. Most of the people in the living room walked off to leave me to myself.

"Is Sakura okay?" Tobi asked me.

Itachi ushered him down the hall. Once Tobi was gone he came over to sit in the single chair beside me. "Everything will be okay," he told me, "Diedara is just upset. He doesn't want you to go. He cares for you to much."

That pushed me over the edge. I broke out into violent sobs. I was shaking and I started to hyperventilate. Itachi put his hand on my back and tried to sooth me. I started to calm down but I was still shaking.

It took me a while to be calm enough to speak. When I got to that point I said, "Where am I sleeping tonight? Leader-sun never told me that."

"Were ever you want, you can sleep in Deidara's room."

"But there is only one bed in there; are there two beds in your room?"

"No, we all only have one bed, but you can stay in my room if you want."

I stood up and followed Itachi down the hall. After a while I spoke up again. "Deidara probably won't even let me sleep there tonight, he seemed really mad at me."

"Ask him," Itachi told me, "If he doesn't want you in there, I'm just in the next room." He said as we stopped outside of Deidara room.

I nodded at him in thanks before knocking on the door to Deidara's room. Itachi walked off and I stood by myself in the empty hall way. I knocked again and when there was no answer I opened the door myself. Deidara was lying on his bed and rolled over to look at me.

"Why are you here?" he asked me.

"Well, I have nowhere to sleep and I was hoping that I could sleep here if that's okay with you."

"That's not what I meant, why are you here with me?"

I was shocked by the question but I soon found the answer to his question. "Because I love you, and I couldn't imagine my life without you in it."

"Why do you love me?"

"I," I paused. "I don't know, you're just everything I need in my life."

"Come here, you can sleep here."

I kicked off my shoes, turned off the light and climbed into bed next to Deidara. "I'm sorry, yeah." I didn't answer; I just rolled over and snuggled into his chest. "Please don't go."

I looked up at him then, I could see the dark silhouette of the blond looking at me. "That's all I needed to here."

I pulled him down and he brushed his lips against mine. "Goodnight my angel." He said as I fell asleep.

A/N: Well that's the first chapter to m first story. It takes me a while to write, so new chapter may take a while.

Sorry.