A Kakashi x Hinata fan fiction.

Warning: This story will contain other character deaths, swearing, violence, and lemons Characters may be slight OOC

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Disclaimer : Naruto is owned by the talented Masashi Kishimoto

Only You Understand My Pain

Chapter 1

War is Ugly

Tsunade wiped her forehead as she walked out of the small room her normal neat clothing dirty and blood covered . Shizune followed closely behind her. Kakashi leaned against the wall near the door exhaustion clearly showing on his masked face. His clothing torn and dirty. Naruto, Lee and Tenten sat in the waiting chairs across.

Seeing them exit Naruto jumped up bandages covering his cheeks and across his forehead. "How is she? "

"She has multiple fractures and severe blood loss due to the multiple stab wounds. Her chakra level is still extremely low." She sighed." Those will all heal. What worries me more is her mental well being. I don't know if she is strong enough to handle their deaths. "Tsunade looked back to the room and then to Kakashi. "If you had not gotten her here as fast as you did Kakashi we would have had another death to add to the total of losses today."

"If I had gotten there sooner Inuzuka and Aburame might still be alive." He added sadly his head dropping back against the wall. His mind drifting off to earlier.

"Kakashi the attack has been successful the Sound is near defeat. I want you to fall back and make sure none of them have slipped past. We must not let a single sound nin enter the village." Tsunade yelled. Her voice barely heard over the noise of battle. She was kneeling next to Genma trying to heal his head wound as blood dripped down the side of his face. Looking over he could see Raidou's dead body. A kunai sticking out of his throat. He couldn't spare any time mourning his fellow jounin now.

"Hai!" Taking off into the tree tops and racing towards the village. An ear piercing scream caused him to stop.

Pulling out a kunai he dropped down to find the tiny Hinata Hyuga's bloody and battered body leaning over Kiba. Her hands glowing with an unusual blue chakra. Shino's body laid on her other side. Four kunai sticking from his bloody chest.

"No you can not leave me dammit!" She screamed tears sliding down her pale cheeks. "Please you two are all I have. " She pleaded. Looking around he saw what was left of Kisame and Zetsu.

"Hinata," He called to her. Jumping up startled she staggered into a fighting stance. A kunai held tightly in her hand.

"You can't have them!" She screamed into the darkness. "Touch them and I will kill you! I have already killed one of you Akatsuki bastards and I will not hesitate to kill another!" Akamaru stood his ground next to her teeth bared.

"Hinata it's me Kakashi." Her eyes widened as she took in the mask and jounin vest. Realization who was standing in front of her sunk in.

"Kakashi get Tsunade! I'm not trained for this. Hurry please they need medical help now!" Turning her back on him and dropping to her knees next to Kiba's prone body. Placing her hands back on his chest. The odd blue chakra in her hands fading in and out. Moving closer to her he closed his eyes and took in a deep breath trying to stay calm. Kiba was also dead. Kneeling next to her he placed a calming hand on her shoulder.

"Hinata." He pleaded gentle. "There gone."

"No!" She screamed pushing him out of her way and going to Shino. "Just shut the fuck up you're …you're wrong!"

He was taken back by the strength in her voice. He watched agonizing as the chakra in her hands faltered and her body swayed then collapsing over Shino's corpse.

"Hinata!" He exclaimed quietly. He knew she was dying her chakra nearly depleted. Bending down and scooping her up in his arms he jumped into the tree line. He could hear Akamaru's pitiful howl fill the night air as he grieved for his fallen master.

"Hold on." He pleaded looking down at her small battered body. He still tried to comprehend how this tiny woman had defeated one of the Akatsuki. "Hold on Hinata you are stronger then you know." His hand gentle sending waves of his own chakra into her body trying to keep her alive.

The sound of Tsunade's loud voice shaking him out of his thoughts.

"Report Shikamaru."

"What is left of the sound has retreated. Orochimaru has been confirmed dead along with Kabuto. We have taken fourteen casualties from the battle and two from the Akatsuki attack." He sighed heavily. "I want to apologize for my judgment error. I should have realized the Akatsuki would use this battle as a cover to try and grab Kyuubi. I take full blame." He bowed.

"No! I should have realized as Hokage." Her voice rose angrily. "I should not have put all our medics to the front."

"Lady Tsunade you must not think like that. This day has been a victory. Orochimaru is dead. The sound defeated." Shizune intoned lightly.

"How many Akatsuki confirmed dead?" Tsunade asked.

"Two, Zetsu and Kisame." Kakashi replied. " Team eight eliminated them both." He added quickly pushing away from the wall. "Hinata Hyuga admitted to killing at least one of them."

"I see." Tsunade rubbed her aching head. "Do we know the where about of Sasuke or Itachi?"

"Dead!" Everyone's eyes turned to the voice.

"They are both dead." Sakura's voice breaking into a sob, tears filling her eyes." I tried to save him but his wounds were just too severe."

"Sakura are you sure." Naruto asked pulling her close. She nodded burring her face in his chest.

Kakashi sighed dropping his head the full weight of the day hitting him. "So this is how it ends Sasuke."

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