Behind the mask

Well, this is my first fiction so be nice to me. Beyblade is my all-time favourite animation so here it is my very first beyblade fan fiction. My mother tongue is not English so please don't be hard on me for grammatical mistakes and spelling mistakes.

Summary:

He was used by people calling him names like wet blankets, cold hearted bastard and all but he was not the person to feel bad. He was kind of proud of his cold mask .He used to think every people around him is too fool to even notice behind his mask but he was not aware of the fact that every person around him also had masks on them and when the masks were being removed one by one he was left to think himself but smart.

Rated-M

Warning: M rated. Very much dark so warning….. [Bad language, mention of NCS, lime, insanity, violence, yaoi. ]

"Talking"

/thinking/

[A/N-Beyblade is my favourite animation still now and my favourite character is Kai Hiwatari but you know I always like to my favs at the bottom and anyway Kai is my favourite uke.

Chapter -1

The arrival

Life is always a pain in ass to him. Whenever he thought everything is going to be all right it always started to fall apart. Recently his team won the first beyblade championship with lots of drama with Black Dranzer, betrays and finally accept him with all his past and so called background. He thought he was finally settled with his team mate and hidden cruse happily ever after but out of blue he heard his super powerful grandfather died and have to go to an orphanage or to a boarding school being self-finance. So here he is standing in front of all highly famous and expensive boarding school because boarding school is better than any orphanage with stupid and loud kids and he can easily effort any expensive boarding school with is grandfather's riches which is his now. But he was really sad because he could not have chance to tell his crush about his feelings. Yeah, he had an eye for Tyson from the day of ice breaking drama at Baikal Lake in Russia. He don't know what is waiting for him in this school

"Master Kai can I carry your bags "asked the driver.

"No need I will carry them .Thank you for the ride "Kai told and left for his destination.

Kai's P.O.V

I don't know why life is so unfair to me whenever I start something good it always ends horribly. I somehow manage to gain feelings for Tyson and I tried to say many time about this but I always says something stupid to create' I am so cool nature' and my stupid tries always ends with fighting's or in more horrible shape like this.

Flash back

"So you had another fighting this morning "said Ray.

"No, I mean yeah we had a fight." Kai replied.

"So what's the topic this time?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean, why you were shouting on him this time"

"I am totally sick of him."

"And….."

"What and, he is horrible. He always sleeps till midday. He talks while eating. He chews with mouth. He eats like a hungry cow. He eats too much."

"I know, today he ate up almost whole kitchen"

"Hn….."

"So your actual problems are his table manners and eating habits, right."

"No, actually I have other problems."

"Like."
"Like… he waste his whole day on stupid video games. He always fools around. Never train. Always complain about training. Always pretend to know everything. And always remind us that he is the only champion. I hate him."

"How ironical, I thought you love him."

"What …. N…no, I don't lo …. I said I hate him and I suppose love and hate are two exactly polar opposite things." Kai stammered.

"Yeah for that reason you were stammering."

"I did not sta…"

"Yeah you did not stammer; look, why you can't face the truth that you love him."

"I don't love..."

"Look, don't you lie."

"So' how do you know I am lying?"

"The way you talk the way you to him. The way you look at him, get jealous whenever Hilary gets near him or we paired him up with her. You see your body language speaks truth for you. You can't hide your feelings behind your mask."

"Yeah, only Tyson cannot look behind my mask, right."

"I will not say this is totally right but you know he is too stupid to look behind your artificial mask of emotions. So, you have to take the first step. You should express your true feelings to him."

"And he completely denies my feelings. If he is straight. How can I cop with refusal."

"If you will not say it then how will you know about his true orientation? He may accept you, you know that."

"I guess I have to say it to him."

"Yeah you have to. C'mon now leys get back to dojo it getting quit let out here."

"Yeah, let's get going."

Sun started to set and it is getting quit darker. We are now getting back to dojo where my Tyson is waiting for me. Wait, my Tyson where the hell did it come from. I am talking like some love some teen age girl. But that's like quit, fun I guess. Ray finally convinces me to propose Tyson and somehow gather courage to tell him that I love him. In any time I will be in dojo and I wonder how he will react to me at my confession.

I opened the get. He came out of his room. He is looking handsome as ever. I felt ray pushing me from behind. I scarily took steps to him but with my king type attitude.

/Tyson I … want…. I want to say you something. I want to say that i…../

/Hey, I know what you want to say. You want to say that you are sorry about the fight right/

/mm….yeah I guess/ I almost hide my whole with my silver bongs. /

/Oh, no need to it was my fault anyway. I should have listened to you. /

/I shouldn't have shouted on you. It's my fault/

/No, I used more abusive language. For me our conversations took the form of fighting. It was my fault/

/No, it's my fault. I am sorry. /

/well, it was both of your faults. And I know you both are very sorry but can you please can you stop your unnecessary stupid conversation, please and think Kai, you have something to say more important to him than 'I am sorry'. / Ray indirectly told me to confess him.

/Yeah… I…. I … want to say that….that …Iloveyou. /I turned into how many shades I don't know. Poor me. When I look at him I saw he was dumb founded for some seconds and a very creepy smile spread on his face.

/wanna go out, baby. / He replied/it will be a date. / And I think I was in ninth cloud.

"Hey, Kai common wake up from day dreaming, we are here." Thanks god Ray waked me up. I was again daydreaming about him, weird right.

My heartbeat started to run vigorously when I came closer to the gate. And I was not at all confident and brave like I was in my day dreaming. I don't know what I will say to him. It is like my heart is in my mouth and if I open my mouth to say something it will come out immediately.

I opened the get. He came out of his room. He is looking handsome as ever. No, actually this time he was rather hot. He was wearing a pair of skin tight blue jeans only. I couldn't recall when built up such a good body. Honestly according to his eating habit I thought he would have lots of baby fat and this torso is beyond my expectation. I felt ray pushing me from behind. I scarily took steps to him but with my king type attitude.

"Tyson I … want…. I want to say you something. I want to say that i….." oh no again I am running short of words.

"Hey, I know what you want to say. You want to say that you are sorry about the fight right. "Hey, that's exactly like my day dreaming, right?

"Mm….yeah I guess" I almost hide my whole with my silver bongs. Hey I did the same thing in my day dreaming.

"Oh, no need to it was my fault anyway. I should have listened to you. "Now I think I am daydreaming again. Common Ray please, wakes me up.

"I shouldn't have shouted on you. It's my fault. "Hey I memorised that line.

"No, I used more abusive language. For me our conversations took the form of fighting. It was my fault." You know Tyson you are right.

"No, it's my fault. I am sorry. "I had to say it but I didn't mean it.

"Well, it was both of your faults. And I know you both are very sorry but can you please can you stop your unnecessary stupid conversation, please and think Kai, you have something to say more important to him than 'I am sorry'. / Ray indirectly told me to confess him." I dream about this dialog of Ray so many times that I can recite it now.

"Yeah… I…. I … want to say that….that …"

"Save it Kai. I will listen to you now come on help me out."

"Help you out?"

"Yeah, help me to dress. Today we will go to a date."

"Date….. We….." But still now I didn't say anything.

"Me and Hillary. Yeah guys I should have said you earlier but after today's fight I went to park in a kinda bad mood. I met Hillary there and out of blue she confess that she love me and asked me to date. I know it's weird that a girl approached first but it's true and I thought it will be cool so I accept it."

I was feeling that someone snatch soil under my feet. My heart shattered into million pieces and suddenly I recognise that I was no more in my dream world. My dream turns into a living nightmare. And that's because my Tyson thinks having girlfriends is cool?

End of flash back.