Hey guys! :D
Sorry, It's been so long since I've updated…anything /
I have a tendency of starting a story…and well that's all. o,o
^_^;; So If I have an uncompleted work…It'll prolly never get done sadly T^T
Ah…well… This is a one-shot of and Naruto and Gaara. Very sad ;-;
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING!
So Sad;-;
You can't see me.
More or less you don't. I don't stand out when I'm seen in the hallway.
I don't make many friends.
I see your smile, I hear you laugh. But you don't see me.
Every day, I tell myself, "Maybe...maybe today is the day...maybe ill have the courage to tell him hello" but that day never comes.
I love you and you don't even know I exist.
The day comes when were finally friends and I fall for you even harder. The look in your eyes when you're happy, the sound of your voice when you're talking,
The touch of your skin when all you do is hug me goodbye…
I hate it when you hug me goodbye.
You walk away and I want to chase after you but I don't. I can't even move. I just wait until the loneliness sets in.
After the friendship comes when we get closer but it's not enough. You tell of your life story and the pain you feel every waking hour and I cry.
I cry, but not in front of you. You aren't the type of guy to handle that, and I couldn't subject you to that pain.
So I release it on myself.
The blade slips across my arm as I think of you. It's wrong and I know it, but I can't control it anymore.
So all I wear are jackets and long-sleeved shirts. You know. I know you do, but you keep quiet.
Everyone keeps quiet.
One day you tell me that everyone forgets.
They forget who they love; they forget everything and that no one will remember.
I laugh and say, "No, I would never forget," you laugh back at me and shake your head. You tell everyone you're just speaking your mind, when I know… I know you feel this way every waking moment of your life.
This feeling eats at you and controls you driving you insane.
But you never show it.
You can't.
The pain eats at me more and more being so close yet so far way, until I lose it.
I lose control and go too far.
I tell you I love you and you don't respond.
There is silence.
Pain and silence.
Months later you stand at my grave. The rain pours lightly soaking your clothes.
You are dressed in black and you are alone.
There are no tears; there are no words just the sound of rain and silence.
You lay a letter at my grave, and leave a moment later.
I watch you from beyond standing there invisible as I once used to be.
I smile sadly as I close my eyes.
I haven't forgotten, and I never will.
…..but you have…
T^T Sad…
The one that killed himself was Naruto.
I know it's quite a bit OOC but oh well. I like it.
^_^ Hope you enjoyed.
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