An: this was suppose to be a songfic of Never Grow Up by Taylor Swift but it kinda lost that. Anywhos enjoy and I know this chapter is real depressing but I hope they'll get better.
.:|April 5th, 2015|:.
Lovino looked at Feliciano's sleeping figure. His small curled up body, rose up and down slowly. "Lovi, I'm sorry," Feliaciano whispered in his deep sleep. Hopefully it wasn't a nightmare yet, Feliciano had been having a lot of them lately.
"Feli, I should be sorry," Lovino whispered to the open air, tracing the small scar that ran across his forehead. The scar that Antonio's friend gave him all those years ago.
"I don't ever want to hurt you, I can't ever let you get hurt either. I'm sorry, for everthing, I'm about to do. Please forgive me," Lovino told his little brother.
Feliciano's brown hair was in messy locks and his russet brown eyes moved slightly behind his closed eyelids. His nose flared softly as he breathed in, his stomach moving slowly underneath the yellow linen sheets. Perfect for his small seven-year-old body.
"Feli, don't hate me. I have to do this," Lovino whispered in the small sleeping figure of his brother. He placed the note down on the small bedside table. "I don't want you to hate me. I'm sorry," he whispered one last time before he picked up his bags and closed the door behind him sliently.
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The small body woke up a yawn over taking the quite silence. "Lovi? Are you there?" Feli called out to his older brother as he gripped his worn teddy bear tighter. It was huge for his size almost as big as Feli himself.
"Lovi?" Feli called out more worried as he didn't see his brother come into the the room.
He spotted the crisp white letter on the bedside table. He saw Feli written across the front in his brother's sloppy cursive.
Feli opened it and started to read.
Feli,
I'm sorry for everything I'm about to do to you. Whatever happens, please don't hate me. I'm sorry for all the pain this is going to cause you and I can't bear to see it.
I didn't want to leave you, I can't begin to tell you how much, I'll miss you and think of you everday. I can't tell you where I'm going or if I'll ever return or if you'll ever forgive me. But I will always love you. Please don't hate me.
Love,
Lovi
By the time Feli had read this, there were no words to tell you how he felt as the tears streamed freely down his cheeks.