This thing hates me!I was trying to fix this chapter and it ended up geting deleted so now I have to reload the whole thing! damn damn damn damn! sorry for the inconvience.I will have 12up soon i sent it to me editor last night but i will be a way for a little over a week so it won't be up till i get back sorry!

disclamier:Inuyasha isn't mine!

Long Awaited Confessions Chapter 1- The 50 year goodbye

In The Feudal Era

"Inuyasha go get her!" Shippo whined as they sat in Kaede's hut waiting for an already late Kagome to return.

"No you brat I shouldn't have to run off and get her every single time she's late!" "Why not you know you

wanna I can see it in your face come on Inuyasha!" Shippo whined again. "NO!" just then her scent reached his

nose and he bolted out the door. "see I KNEW he wanted to go notice how fast he left" Shippo said as he

headed for the door. Sango stopped him and said "I wouldn't you know Inuyasha the second they see each

other it is going to be a screaming match it's best to wait until they get back. Hopefully by then he will have

calmed down a little." "I guess your right but why does he always have to start the second he sees her?" "Well

Shippo it's because he misses her so much every time she leaves " said a male voice from the corner that made

them both jump. "Sorry did I frighten you?" said Miroku "oh geez Miroku I thought you where still out." "Oh

Sango were you worried its ok your beauty alone will keep me here." He said as he made a grab for her rear.

She stepped aside and he was tripped by Shippo. Bam! He went crashing to the floor. "Sorry" said Shippo

insincerely as he began to crack up.

In The Present Time

"Hai! I got a 94 on the test!" cried Kagome opening the front door to the shrine. "Osero Kagome, I'm happy

you had a good day at school." her mom said whist she was cutting up vegetables. "I'd better be heading back

to the feudal era, I'm already a day late" she said grabbing an apple and running upstairs. A few minutes later she

ran back into the kitchen and hugged her mom goodbye. She saw Souta over by the counter and ruffled his hair

as she walked past. "Bye Nee-chan" said Souta waving. Kagome adjusted the heavy yellow back pack that

contained everything she could ever need, and jumped into the well. The familiar blue white light surrounded her

as she passed thought time. It was a cool crisp Friday afternoon when Kagome climbed out of the Bone Eaters

well and into the Feudal Era. She heard a soft thud and looked up to see, who else but Inuyasha. "Where the

hell have you been?" he said with an angry look on his face. "I'm sorry but my mother needed some help

cleaning and I had a test. Besides I'm only one day late!" Kagome replied to him angrily. "Only one day! In that

time we could have tracked down and gotten a jewel shard!" he yelled back. They continued to bicker as they

walked towards Kaede's hut. "Just calm down Inuyasha!" she said walking beside him. "Calm down! Calm

down! No I will not calm down your always late and I'm getting sick and tired of it!" shouted Inuyasha. "Well

I'm sooooo sorry that seeing my family and trying to keep up in school affects your schedule so much! But I had

a life before I came here ya know!" Kagome yelled getting angry again. As they reached the village they became

silent. They walked into Kaede's hut and preceded directly to opposite sides of the room. "I guess they were

fighting again" Sango whispered to Miroku. "Yes I guess so" he whispered back. "They're always fighting"

mumbled Shippo walking over to Kagome. Just then a high pitched scream came from outside the hut. They

grabbed there weapons and dashed outside to see what was going on. And there it was standing in the fields

near the villages edge was the biggest demon they had ever seen. It was about twenty feet tall, a sort of light

purple with really grotesque claws and huge flaky horns. They looked up to view the rest of the humongous

creature to see Kikyo in its clutches, she looked really weak, and struggled as best see could against the fierce

demon. "KIKYO!" Inuyasha yelled. She looked down and gave him a faint smile before passing out. "YOU

BASTARD!" he screamed as he unsheathed the Tetsusaiga, leaped in the air and lopped off the demon's arm.

Inuyasha then pulled Kikyo out of the falling hand and landed softly on the ground. He set he down at a near by

tree resting her back on its trunk and went back to help his friends destroy the demon. Kagome ran to Kikyo's

aide she saw that her clothing was in tatters, covered in blood stains and her breathing had greatly slowed. "I

WON'T LET YOU GET AWAY WITH HURTING HER!" He shouted as he sunk his sword into the top of

the demons head with all of his might. It disintegrated in a cloud of purple smoke. Immediately Inuyasha ran

back to his former love where Kagome was attempting to revive her. Kikyo's eyes opened slightly she smiled at

the concern on her lovers face "Inuyasha I love you please live on" were the last words to escape her lips before

her heart ceased its beating. Inuyasha grabbed her shoulders and thrust her upright. "Kikyo, Kikyo please don't

die on me again." he cried on the verge of tears. He shook her frail body as tears began falling from his eyes.

"Please Kikyo I lost you once! No it's not fair Kikyo!" "Kikyo" he repeated. He carefully placed her body down

on the ground and placed his head in his hands as he became overcome with sobs. Inuyasha felt a delicate hand

touch his shoulder. "I'm so sorry Inuyasha I tired but there wasn't anything I could do for her" Kagome said "

I'm so sorry" she continued. "I have no idea what I could say to him, to ease the pain in his heart" she

thought sadly. He took Kagome's hand and pulled her it to a hug. She could feel his tears hitting her shoulder,

soaking her uniform. "Thank you Kagome" he whispered. Kagome could feel tears filling her eyes own eyes and

start to gently glide down her cheeks. Inuyasha took hold of her shoulders and pushed her back to gaze at her

face. He could see so much of the Kikyo in her but there was more than that. Kagome wasn't Kikyo no matter

what people said, reincarnation or not she wasn't her. But up until that moment he never really realized exactly

how different they were. Her eyes were so warm and full of life. Her skin was so creamy and soft unlike

Kikyo's who even fifty years ago was extremely pale. His heart ached from the pain of losing Kikyo but just

being around Kagome he some how felt better. That's when he noticed the tears streaming down her face.

"Kagome why are you crying?" She held back her tears as best she could and said "It's all my fault I-if I h-had

just g-gotten to her a m-minute sooner maybe I c-could of of" more tears streamed down her cheeks and she

was silent again. "She is crying, crying for Kikyo after all those times that she caught me with her? After

all those times I made her cry because I ran off to find Kikyo and just left Kagome there?" he thought. "I-

Inuyasha are you gonna be okay?" she said quietly. "In time" he said and once again pulled her into his warm

embrace. They both sat there in each others arms and feeling all the pain and heart ache slowly melt away.

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