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Mi Amor
"You are the ocean
You are the moon
I'll follow you until the waves come through
And everyday I'll die for you
The undertow will pull me back to you"
— Mi Amor by Senses Fail.
First and foremost, as of recent, all I could feel was pain.
Not the physical kind, because even physical pains, one day, would have to fade away.
Inevitably.
Always.
Even if they did leave scars as a reminder of what's transpired, the hurt was ephemeral.
Temporary.
But emotional pain, ahaha~ those could last a lifetime and still hurt as much as it did the first time.
And being somewhat immortal didn't help alleviate that pain.
I have time.
All the time in the world, actually, as long as I am still a nation.
'Only time will heal the pain' they say... but I don't think it's true~! Ahaha~ At least, for me, it isn't.
I think I'm an exception to that, because it's been decades and the pain hasn't even gone away yet.
Not one bit~.
Ah~ Romano.
Te amo.
But you're killing me here.
Why?
Why won't you let me in?
Why must you always push me away?
I-I just...
I can't take it anymore.
I never knew love could hurt this much— it hurts way too much.
People say unrequited love is the truest one of all.
But why can't he see that?
Why doesn't he believe me when I tell him I love him?
I mean it when I say it, and I try to do things to convince him that I really, really do!
But no matter what I do, it never seems to be good enough.
Am I even good enough for you, Romano?
I would die for him.
I would die for mi tomate Romano.
I would go to the ends of the earth for him, and him only.
I would kill for him.
I would kill anyone who dares lay a hand on him.
In fact, I would get my halberd and wipe them off the map, right then and there~!
But I don't think mi Romanito would like seeing the messes I'd be making~ Ahaha~
It'd be too grotesque~!
Especially when I intend to gouge out their insides and drag them to hell by their entrails~
And then I would paint the walls red with their blood and their brains~!
That's the funnest part~! I would spell out for the others that Romano is mine and mine only using their severed hands.
Basically?
I would do anything he asked of me in a heartbeat.
Except to leave him be.
He needs me.
He's always needed me.
I know he does.
And I don't plan on letting him go anytime soon.
Remember~ I have all the time in the world, mi amor~!
I can wait forever.
I will wait forever.
For you.
Only you.
Te amo~!