Logan sighed as he walked into the graveyard. He was dressed in all black with a handful of white and red roses . His shoes laces were tied tightly. His tie was straight and sharp. He made sure he didnt have any dirt on his sleeves. He walked past several graves before stopping in front of his destination.
Carlos Roberto Garcia
1989-2026
A Son,a husband and an openly gay you will be missed.
Logan felt a warm tear slide down his cheeks as he fell down to his knees. It hurt so much to miss his Carlos. His husband. It had been at least six years since Carlos had died in that car crash. Carlos just wanted to get home. He didnt need to die. He wasnt supposed to die. He had so much to live for. They were going to have children. They wanted to have children anyways. But, after Carlos had passed away that night, Logan couldnt find it in his heart to adopt a child. He so desperatly wanted a daughter. His own little princess that he could spoil. Carlos on the other hand wanted a son. Someone who he could teach how to play football.
They laughed and laughed about what their furture was going to be dreamed about it every second of every day . Logan was going to be a doctor or a pet doctor either one. Carlos had other dreams, wanting to be a cop like his father. Or to follow his own dreams and own a bakery.
Carlos would always joke saying that his daughter would be the best baker around with him. And his son would bring his girlfriend or boyfriend there everyday. The thing Carlos would say the most about his bakery was how Logan would come there after work, and Carlos would feed him a cookie or a brownie. Just kiss him and ask him how was work. That would never get to happen know though. Because Carlos was gone.
If Logan hadnt decided to work late he couldve picked Carlos up from visiting his father in the nursing him. Carlos wouldnt have taken a ride from his friend who was drunk. Carlos would've been by his side right now. Carlos would be hugging him and kissing his cheek. Telling Logan that he was beautiful. But that's not what happened.
Logan sighed and let all of his tears and frustration out. He reached out and touched against Carlos's grave. He ran his small fingers against the lettering. He slowly placed the flowers down against the grave . He bit back a sob and wiped away his tears.
"I miss you so much baby" Logan finally said quietly.
"I know you do baby but im still here with you" He could hear Carlos's voice say. Logans head sunk into his hands.
"But its so hard. I cant do this on my own." Logan said sobbing hysterically.
"I believe in you, you can do this." Carlos replied.
"But I need you here with me. Holding me so we can have the life we wanted" Logan cried not caring who walked by and saw him.
"Ill be with you sooner than you know if you want that to happen I need you to be strong for me"Carlos said back. Logan could feel him close to him. He just wanted to reach out and hold Carlos's hand.
"But I cant do this baby not by myself." Logan said wiping at his eyes as new tears formed.
"Your not by yourself baby. Now I need you to get up and go do what we planned." He could hear Carlos say to him."Do this for me Logie. I need you to be happy."Logan nodded and touched the grave one last time.
"I love you Carlos."
"I love you too Logie, forever and Always. Im always with you in your heart,and ill be looking over you" Carlos said. And with that Logan felt his soul go back up to Heaven. Logan smiled and finally stood to his feet.
Today was the day Logan would adopt a child. He looked up at the sky and blew Carlos a kiss. He was going to adopt both a girl...and a boy. Just as they planned.
A/N So yeah just a random Cargan. I know it was kinda sad. Im sorry. Ive always wanted to try a sad Cargan because I wanted to test my skills. Reviews are awesome(: Again sorry this was so sad:( Dont hate me.!