ok, so this is my first one, its not great but I figured why not?
disclaimer: sadly the charecters and everything that happens before it dosen't belong to me. (i wish!) it belongs to Richelle Mead!
I thought it was bad when rumors about me were circulating, when Lissa was depressed, when I was trapped with strigoi, or even when mason died. But none of it even compared to how I felt now, I guess that's the thing… I don't really feel.
Just when we had figured out how to make things work Dimitri was captured and taken away from me forever. Now the only thing that matters at all is to make sure that he's killed, or his body is anyways. He's not really there anymore.
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He was here, how could that be! He looked at me, his red eyes gleaming. And he said "ah yes, you, Roza why don't you come with me, its really not as bad as it was made out to be. We could live our lives together… for forever."
I just stood there staring at him, I was frozen just like in my worst nightmares. I didn't think that I could do this anymore… maybe if I did join him, things would be better. I could live longer… and I could be with him too. That didn't seem so bad.
Dimitri held out his hand, and I slowly put my hand in his. It felt ice cold. Id been hoping that it would still feel warm to me, but it was silly, I now realized that.
Slowly his mouth came closer to my neck, his teeth sank into my skin, I screamed. And then I woke up.
I sat up in bed, panting and drenched in sweat. What if I really wasn't strong enough, what if I gave in. no! I had to stop thinking like that, this is something I have to do… for him.
I got out of bed and got dressed. I was at a cheap motel in Russia. Obviously looking for Dimitri. Adrian had been more than generous with the money he had given me, but I still felt bad about spending it. I had promised him that I would give him a chance, when I got back. But I knew that was a promise I would never be able to keep. He just wasn't right.
I walked out of the room, and into the cold night air. I was back on humans schedules. I had a higher chance of actually killing Dimitri in the sunlight than I did in the dark.
I stood there for hours, thinking about him. Did he come out just to think sometimes? What did he look like as a kid? What was he like now? Did he remember loving me, even as a strigoi? Did he suspect I might come after him? I was hoping to take him by surprise, but he understood me so well as a dhampir was it the same now?
I looked over, I knew there would be ghost, I wasn't near any wards. But I looked over, and I saw one figure that I wasn't expecting… it was him. As a ghost.
sorry its kind of short hopefully they'll get longer!
So, please review, and be nice. I'll continue if anyone wants me too.