Torn

by Ladder In My Tights

This is what happens when Grace commits suicide. and what she was thinking and feelings. Yes this is a poem so if you want a story go somwhere else.

I've based this poem on the story Entangled when Grace commits suicide.

Torn

Where am I?

Is anyone there?

Help.

Please help.

It's too late,

This is my fate...

I sit here thinking,

Remembering.

I brought this upon myself.

Sitting in the endless mist,

Why did I do this?

The pressure was too much to take,

I guess you didn't know this smile was fake.

A door.

Nothing less,

Nothing more.

A choice.

To leave you behind,

Or come back home,

To all the lies.

A door to lead me,

To happiness,

To peace.

But in this mist I hear you weep.

The truth.

I am not happy,

Nor "Just Fine".

But none of you,

Read between the lines.

I am not happy at home.

I'm sorry,

But it's true.

I am torn,

Should I go back to you?

I need a new start,

I have lived to long with a frozen heart.

I'm sorry.

The door opens,

And I step through,

Not looking back to see you.