Pain, was all she was privy to. Sorrow, was what she flet. A never ending feeling of worthlessness flowed in her veins. Even as blood flooded her mouth. She deserved it all... She was a freak... murderer... useless waste of space.
She was thrown into her small dark closet. Not fully relizing the amount of injury her body had subtained.
My name is Kagome,
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen,
I cannot see,
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad...
She heard his bellowing voice through the thick wood. "Don't you ever talk back to your mother, again. You murdering little brat." He kicked the door for good measure.
Kagome didn't understand, she could barely talk. All she said was Feet smelly. She cried silently in her room. Not comprehending why her Father was so mad. Why her Daddy hated her so much? She faded into unconciousness.
I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long,
When I alwake I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home...
Her mother was never home. Always off with other men, her father said it was her fault for that too. When she did come home though. Kagome shuddered, she was happy to be alone. Ever since her baby brother died 6 months ago her parents, changed.
When mommy does come,
I try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just,
One whipping tonight...
Kagome was huddled in the corner her father was home and he was drunk looking for her. Searching... She was terrified...
Quick be silent,
I just heard the car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar,
I hear him curse,
My name he calls,
I press myself against the hard wall...
It was no use he found her and beat her. She kept begging him to stop but he refused. Kagome's only thought was it was all her fault. She deserves it. She was worthless. She deserved every slap. No matter how painful... or deadly.
I try and hide from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words
He says its my fault he suffers at work
I feel the pain again and again
Oh please God have mercy
Oh please let it end.
Kagome knew she could never escape and that if she apologized it would only bring more hate. In her mind all she wanted for it to end. So she took a chance and tried to run. She tried to escape from the hell house.
He slaps me and hits me and yells at me more,
I finally get free and run for the door,
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me against the hard wall,
I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broke,
And he continues with more bad words spoke,
"Im sorry!" I scream.
But its much too late,
His face has been twisted into unimagainable hate
Kagome was caught she couldn't escape and he kept hitting her, and hitting her, until it was to late. Now Kagome just layed there on the floor. Her mind was clouded but she remembered back to brighter days. She was happy she remembered when her mommy and daddy couldnt wait for her brother Souta. She smiled as her eyes slowly closed.
And he finally stops and heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless sprawled on the floor,
My name is Kagome,
I am but three,
Tonight my Daddy murdered me.
She then lost all feeling down to her toes.
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