Disclaimer: Do not own Naruto. Do not own any of the characters. What else is there to say?...
NOTES: Just a oneshot find out who is saying these and to whom….. The most obvious pairing….for me……. Reviews pls……
Intuition
As I watch you leave again, I feel funny, and it happens every time I watch you go. I can't ignore it because it gets weirder and weirder. How can I explain it?...
Years ago, every thing was normal, comfortable. But since you left, I felt different. Even though you've assured me that you'll come and visit as much as often, I still feel like I'll be alone on this one-way journey. Why do I feel the urge to hold you back and never let go? How can I say it. Even I don't know myself……
Every time I see you, I feel this heart-spinning sensation maybe because your beautiful eyes are giving me more attention that I deserve. Every time my hands brush passes yours, I feel my spine-tingle and butterflies in my stomach would form and bother me for the rest of the day.
Why do I feel so tense yet still comfortable around you? Tense and comfortable? I'm not even making any sense.
I wonder how you of all people could make me feel this way. Why is that sometimes I feel like someone is thinking of me every time I wake up in the morning? Why do I find myself smiling every time I talk about you? I feel like I could tell you things and I'm so sure that you'd know just what I need to hear.
Why do I feel so blue, on some occasions when I know I couldn't celebrate a special day with a special someone?
Do you think maybe I'm just giving too much thought on this intuition? Maybe I'm not since I need to figure out these feelings since I can't seem to do anything without you as my inspiration.
Why do I feel the need to do more than just comfort you every time I see you cry? Maybe because I've always loved the rosy face you've always wore and just seeing it with grey sadness and sparkling tears, it hurts and I would do anything to bring back that cheerful face.
Why do I feel guilty whenever you smile? Guilty? Is that what I feel when you smile at me? I might know why, maybe because I feel like I didn't deserve to receive such an angelic smile especially from you. Many people seemed to have noticed and they seem to know what it is that troubles me. But how could they? When I myself don't know and it's just too complicated.
Maybe it's not that complicated. I might already know the answer but I just can't seem to accept that I could actually feel that way towards you, who have always been a friend, a close friend. Maybe I got too close to you that I didn't see this coming.
I loved people before, all were my friends, my family but yet when it comes to you, it feels so much more.
Maybe it's just natural too feel this way towards close friends, well perhaps not this way ……
Close friends? Is that how I see it? No I see more than that. I've been racking my brains like this for sometime now but it seemed to lead into one thing.
I came across a word, a word that seems so new to me when I thought of you…….
LOVE
I feel funny when I think of that word, yet it seems to answer all my questions.
I love you that is why I smile at the thought of you.
I love you that is why butterflies form at the pits of my stomach whenever we touch.
I love you that is why I could tell you things I don't tell others.
I love you that is why I feel like I could melt at your smile.
I love you that is why I'm thinking of you right now.
The next time I see you, I'll tell you the answers to my doubts. I'll share my feelings with you.
Do you feel the same
Will you too?
Will you accept my feelings?
But that's a risk I will take because you are worth the risk. I promise you that I will love you forever and you will know that. I do not go back on my words, It is my way of being a ninja.