My friend
I had no one in this world, you were the same.
Perhaps that's the reason this friendship is so beautiful.
I was in darkness, you were beside me.
I hated myself, you ordered me to live on.
I hated you, you bore the humiliation.
I fought for your enemy, you forgave me.
I told you my sins, you accepted me.
I hurt you where it pains the most, you did not protest.
I watched your pain; you did not ask me to share it.
But now what is this you ask of me?
To end your life and I agreed to it?
Why? Maybe because I knew it was necessary.
Is that why? Or did I want to see you punished, for her?
Yes, I did once, but not now.
Then why? May be I'll never know.
But my hands did not tremble as I stabbed you.
I let u die with all the world's sins upon you.
Is it your atonement? But I let you do it.
I hate myself for that.
And yes I want to be punished too & this mask shall be my punishment.
But now that you r gone, who shall show me the way?
I just followed orders till now, so how do I know the right choice?
Still I need not despair, because I know you'll always watch over me.
That's why I can bear this burden.
But your pain is over now, so rest in peace.
Forgive me for the friend I never was.
Farewell, my friend, I shall hurt you no more.
Rest in peace Lelouch….