"Addison, you need to talk to him." Naomi nagged for the thousandth time. "Nay, I can't. He's happy, he has Lexie and his career. He doesn't need me to come and swoop in, changing his life forever." Naomi sighed. "Stop thinking about his feelings, or even your own. You need to think about that child growing inside you, Mark's child. A child deserves to have both parents in its life, so set your feelings aside and think about your child. Go talk to Mark." I closed my eyes, squeezing my knees to my chest. "You're right." I whispered. I had to go talk to Mark, I'm having his child and he deserves to know…
" I carried my last Louis Vuitton down the staircase. Naomi sighed "Are you sure you want to do this?" She questioned. I gave her a look "you're the one that pressured me into this, no backing out now. I already bought my ticket." She sighed pulling me in for a hug. "Call me as soon as you get there." I squeezed her tightly. "I will." We pulled away, as my driver carried my bags to the car. "Remember this isn't for you, it's for the baby." She walked me out. "I know, it's the right thing to do. And if he doesn't want to be a father, well it's his loss." She smiled. "I'll tell everyone that you're going back, and why." I sighed. "I hope Sam doesn't hate me forever." She laughed. "Oh he will." I laughed too. "Bye Nay." "Bye Addie."
" I rolled my suitcase into the hotel lobby, which I was very familiar with. I had stayed here after Derek and i's divorce, and up until i left for LA. "Addison Montgomery, checking in." The receptionist slid a paper in front of me, I signed it quickly and she handed me my room card. "Enjoy your stay." Oh I'm sure I won't… I fell down onto the bed of my presidential suite, breathing heavy. Why do I have to do this? Why couldn't we have been more careful? Who knew after a little hookup in my office, would lead to an unplanned pregnancy. And on top of that, he pretty much seduced me. By shutting the blinds, and taking off all his clothes, so this was not my fault at all. When I found out a week ago, I was so surprised and happy. Then I realized it had to be Mark's because me and Sam were very VERY careful, so I ended things with Sam after I told him. He was pissed to say the least, and I couldn't blame him. But something about Mark Sloan could always get my clothes off. EVEN when I was married to Derek, I had a year long affair with Mark and Derek didn't find out until a year later. So he left for Seattle, and I moved in with Mark after discovering I was pregnant. Only to find him in bed with another woman weeks later, causing me to have an abortion and follow Derek to Seattle. But that all went to shit when Derek was having an affair with Meredith, and Mark followed me. Eventually me and Derek signed the Divorce papers, and I left for LA wanting to start fresh. Then Mark came down to visit, leading to our little adventure in my office. And now I'm pregnant, with Mark's baby and he's with Lexie. I laughed out loud. "I'm so fucked." I said aloud…