AN: Hello! So, I was in a writing mood yesterday and decided to write about Izzy's internal drama with the one and only Simon Lewis! This is going to be a series as well. Hope you enjoy! Please tell me your thoughts through reviews 3 Also, I'm sorry the spacing is annoying, I tried to change it, but fanfiction wouldn't let me. Basically, every three lines is a new topic.
Hey Diary.
I know this is such a mundane thing to do but no one knows me inside my shell. I always felt like I couldn't breathe with all the problems I'm dealing with. As a little girl, I always found poetry as my outlet. Here's the latest poem to date:
In the daytime, I am externally alright
I am the confident and attractive girl
That can kick ass when asked to.
I built up ten years of work
To construct a solid brick wall
From others getting to know me
And somehow
Every night Simon Lewis
Breaks through the wall and haunts my dreams
When I'm asleep
The bed bugs do bite
They whisper things in my ear
They always tell me the alternatives
Of what I could've done
For Simon before the incident
They always persuade me to give in
Pick up the crazy hat and put it on
To drive me to insanity
It may seem like I'm fine
I walk confidently amongst people
But in front of Simon Lewis
I am the unconfident and weak girl I once was
Because of all the memories haunting me
In my dreams at night
The worst part is
He'll never remember those memories
Not even me
Anyway, I hope you enjoy that. Great, now I'm talking to this book. Books can't talk! Apparently they have faces though according to Simon. Ugh, Izzy when are you going to learn that Simon will never remember you!
Feeling Calm and so not Collected,
Izzy Lightwood