Silver Tears
(Revised)
Written by- Lunarwitch
I don't own Inuyasha, this means I don't in ANY chapter or story I write.
Chapter One: Cruel Cycle
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Depression…
When the darkness of one's heart consumes them completely. It is a darkness inside of us that eats us hollow. In my case, the first surge of this intense, life-altering sorrow I did not crumble but was only hollowed then filled with despair. Then came the second blow and it left me shattered and bleeding. I can still feel the wounds as they refuse to heal. I am overcome by the permafrost that layers my core until I go completely numb to everything, no feelings whatsoever. I thought that I had found a savior from the first time. Little did I know that the bastard who had saved me from hell would be the one who would cruelly thrust me back into it. He who obtained my hope, my trust and even though I hate it, my thawed heart. The fates, no he toyed with me, making me vulnerable. How typical of reality to play such games with me. Everyone's supposed to have a purpose in life; I'm guessing mine is to be screwed with for entertainment of those who look down at me. The onlookers seem to be growing in numbers. What fun. I have no idea why I don't consider suicide an option. I suppose that it's because suicide seems too easy, too weak, not that I'm strong anymore. No, weakness is superficial and strength is surreal. The only thing I know is real now is my pain. Once more I relived the memory of betrayal.
FLASHBACK:
A beautiful 16 year-old girl with waist-length, raven hair and stunning silver-aqua colored eyes walked out of her Kyoto, private school cheerfully. Her life was going great, for once! She had been able to live on her own (besides her pets), she was extremely smart and beautiful in addition to her many talents, and she had a wonderful boyfriend who she put all of herself into.
The striking young woman strutted down the sidewalk, smiling and humming beautifully. Her hair was pulled up into two low pigtails and her short uniform skirt showed off her creamy, long legs. Any and every guy wanted her, but knew she was taken by a silver-haired hanyou.
She stopped to wait for him to walk her home like he always did. She waited and waited, but he didn't come. So she called his cell phone…he had turned it off. 'Why would he do something like that? Oh no! He might be sick! I better go check on him, just in case.' She began, but then heard something in the very tall bushes. She cautiously walked over to see what it was. She looked through the bushes and gasped in pure horror.
"Inuyasha, did my plan work? Have you been able to get her to fall in love with you? You know I missed you a lot. For a while there it looked as though you started to really love her. But you wouldn't ever do such a thing. Now, can you go find her so her soul can be mine? After all, you want me to stay with you, don't you?" the hated Kikyou said, tracing a circle on his chest with her manicured fingernail. Kagome could feel an oh-so familiar sense of darkness clouding her heart. The pain was coming back.
"Anything for you Kikyo," Inuyasha said bending down to kiss her, but he had a spark of regret and sorrow in his golden orbs. Kagome's chest ached so painfully that she blew.
"I-Inuyasha………H-how could you?" She finally was able to make out through her shock. Then, she began to grow angry,
"K-Kagome?" Inuyasha stuttered, still holding Kikyou by the waist.
"I trusted you, you bastard! You fucking liar! You told me that you loved me! I can't believe I actually fell for your bullshit!" Kagome yelled, fists clenched and tears threatening to fall. 'I feel like I want to puke!'
Kikyou smirked and said, "He won't have to find you now. Inuyasha, if you care about me at all, then bring me her soul."
"Don't you fucking touch me! Like I'll let a bitch like that have my soul!" Kagome said, starting to run. Inuyasha chased after her. She ran extremely fast for a human. Finally, he caught her by her arm. She gasped in pain as his claws pierced her skin, causing her to bleed and fall. Suddenly, a silver fire surrounded her, making the hanyou jump back. Icy, silver tears burned her soft cheeks, as the dam broke loose. She stood up, her knees weak and her whole body trembling. Her eyes were filled with indescribable hate and agony.
"You make me sick." She spat.
He felt a twinge of guilt, but still tried to grasp her in his claws. She sent a wave of energy at him hard enough to knock him out. She took that opportunity to leave and she wasn't coming back.
END
Now, I'm sitting here, wishing that time itself would stop. But time will never stop nor will it rewind or fast-forward its self. My pain was inevitable the whole time.