Chapter One
We'd never work. For many reasons. Among them are: we're both boys.
I know, I know. 21st century. That shouldn't matter. And it doesn't. Not to me, at least. Maybe to him… definitely to mom…
Anyway I'm being forced to do this entry cause my therapist (the one I don't need)(mom says it's to "fix" me. As if there's anything wrong with me! I'm gay! I'm not straight! Accept this!), says it 'll help with my pent-up emotions or some shit. As if. Diaries are for girls.
Back to why I'm writing this (not because the therapist). Hinata Shouyou. My teammate, my partner, my first and best friend. Of course, he's unaware of this because I'm not the affectionate type. Even though I'm sure he realizes that we're friends, I'm also sure he doesn't know that I feel more than that towards him.
So, to help cope, I'm gonna compile a list.
Reasons Why Kageyama And Hinata Would Never Work, So You Should Just Move On
1.) We are both boys (and he's probably straight…)
2.) We fight so much, about everything
3.) We're teammates
4.) He's a Dumbass
5.) He'd never love me as much as I do him
6.) We can't even have a conversation without bickering
5.) G
8.) My mom
9.) The team
10.) Basically the fact that he probably thinks I hate him (except he knows I don't really)
There. Isn't that a beautiful list? I think so.
So, wanna know why I decided to talk about this? (Oh lord, I'm talking to a book). Well, the reason is: we had a game today and Hinata and I were in nearly the whole time. It was really tough and by the end, my arms were dead weight, Hinata was shaking and his hands were twitching. He had bruised the side of his face when he overstepped in an attempt to receive the ball. His wrists were also bruised from when he'd actually received the ball.
So, since we were both exhausted, I decided to take him to the bathroom so we could splash water on our faces. So we walked over and I realized I was watching him and ended up blushing. Luckily he didn't see, but still.
No one needs to know. I bet Sugawara already has suspicions….
No one else needs to know.
Especially not Hinata.
A/N: Heyyy! This is a new fanfic I'm starting. Chapters will be short and mostly told through Hinata and Kageyama's journal entries until the plot is good enough.
Love you all.
Bye.
-Kittygirl
(If you saw the format before, I'm really sorry, I don't know what happened. The file must have translated weird or something, but I fixed it and I'm sorry)