Internal Darkness

Chapter one : Hearing Damage

How can people see the darkness hidden deep within me? Have I shown too much power? I will never know... Demonic blood flows through my veins my mother. I do not want to be this monster. why am I cursed for all eternity? My children and my grandchildren will be demons... I never wanted this to occur ever, I want my children to live a happy and unharmed life... am I to blame if my children get killed?

One dark afternoon on earth, I was in 5th period and while the teacher was passing out our assignments, well long story short, a fellow classmate got a paper-cut. I smelled the fresh blood seeping through the cut and my eyes went savage. I jumped out of my seat and went for the attack. Blood and flesh scattered all over the room extremely frightened the class. Ms. Fera called the police and I ran away and escaped to the deepest woods. Zim looked for me everywhere but could not find me.

I killed someone so innocent over my blood-thirst. I now regret what I have done to poor little Johnny. killed him without mercy... has the devil cursed my heart as to as if I signed my soul to his contract?

Zim found me several or so hours later.

" What did you do to bring the police to the skool? " Zim asked sternly.

I looked at him with sore eyes and blood was on my lips. He looked down at my hands and grabbed them and took off my gloves. My demonic birthmark showed ever so dark in blood.

" You killed someone? " Zim yelled.

" You know what zim, you know better than that! I did kill someone but due to blood-thirst! I did not mean to kill him intentionally! I am a demon and Irken hybrid! Why can't you get that through your head? " I screamed furiously.

Zim sighed, " I know crystal... but seriously to Kill? "

I threw my face into my hands and I began to cry. Zim sat next to me and put his arm around me and tried to calm me down.

" Please forgive me zim! I am so sorry! " I screamed softly.

Zim nuzzled my neck and said, " You are forgiven, my love... "

I smiled and I kissed him softly and he returned the kiss.

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Chapter two is coming up!